I went back to my life. I did surveys for gift card money

I looked for a job

I sat perfectly still, silently staring at the blank wall in my apartment until it returned

Dancing in circles, feels good to be lonely.

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I read erotic Gaga x Bruno fanfic

I stared at the wall while resetting the page until it was back.

I didn't even realize it went down

9 minutes ago, Opium said:

Crashed out blaming myself, talked in discord, met up with a guy and then did some studying.

Went to IKEA and bought a stool and some meatballs, just to feel something

Played soccer and then finished Act 2 of Clair Obscur over a few drinks, felt so good to not be reminded of Tate McRae's existence for 24 hours

edibles

it's national holiday here so i binge watched south park

thought about how meaningless this life really is

I blocked Gracie Abrams

I refreshed the page twice per minute with trembling hands

Thinking of ways to drag Judy Garlands daughter for being a hag to Queen Gaga like MADonna.

Same thing, but on Twitter.

i played video games for most of the day and read a little bit of phcj but its just not the same

Cleaned and listened to some vinyls, also listened to some albums in full on streaming to see if they are worth purchasing on vinyl

I kept hitting refresh and wept