57 minutes ago, HotFriedChicken said:

 

 

 

These posts back to back  seems like you were both horrible to each other. I'm sure being single will be better for both of you, focus on developing yourself

I adored him but yeah this trip was a bad idea and all week being away mix emotions and abuse I got. Found out he was cheating, talking crap behind my back so yeah kinda glad I stood my ground and ended it.

I am no longer in contact with all of my peers. I  am all alone.  And many of them have moved outside of the country it is so weird. 

13 hours ago, Buffy said:

I’m so sorry about your friend. I can relate with your trauma. One of my bestest friends passed away a couple years ago from a sudden aneurysm. I was completely devastated. I never even got to see her during the pandemic because we were all in isolation. No one was allowed to visit her body at the hospital either. There was no final goodbye or even a burial. I believe she was cremated. It hurt for a long time not ever having closure.

 

Hearing about Buddy’s sudden passing reminds me a lot of my friend.

 

Hi, I didn't wanna go off topic too much now in the thread about Buddy so I'm gonna post this here, I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your dear friend! That sounds horrible to not even go to see her funeral. I went to my best friend's funeral but it was more painful than I could imagine because we haven't seen each other since 2019 on her 22nd birthday party, then pandemic hit and we couldn't travel to each other's towns. Then the summer of 2021 I was begging her to finally see each other and meet again so we can talk about our coming out experiences, but that day never came. It was pulled right underneath me. So to see the day that I finally "see her" is in a casket was... words cannot describe how painful and awful feeling it was. And now Buddy's passing has triggered that pain of losing a young soul with so much planning and conversations you hoped to have with them.... all around just awful.

 

17 hours ago, Aristotle said:

I am no longer in contact with all of my peers. I  am all alone.  And many of them have moved outside of the country it is so weird. 

Do you have family that you could contact?

11 hours ago, Queen. said:

Do you have family that you could contact?

Yes. I actually hit my lowest low in 2019 and 2020.  It is a very long and complicated story. Yeah it looks like a scripted movie but it's true. Maybe things will get better. 

 

Now I look back and see how strong I have become.

Just finished my first week of work!

On 10/1/2022 at 7:54 PM, Bloodflowers. said:

Of course I return to the gym today and already my wrists be in pain from benching @NoNeedForWords

 

 

 

Not again 

 

18 minutes ago, NoNeedForWords said:

Not again 

 

 

I also carefully did back work yesterday. I am trying to drink calcium now before I hit the gym.

 

 

there's been a pit in my stomach since my birthday last week

I cannot believe I am turning 22. I wish I was 19 turning 20 this October. 

why should i sub to rateyourmusic?

 

does it display full new releases album page like AOTY or how good filter when sub there are?

 

what about sputnikmusic?

now that i'm not longer with my abusive ex! i think i'm gonna move from deathcore music! It just gives me too much trauma! (I only will listen to metalcore which is BMTH, Amity & AA or anything Denis does, but at least they isn't just screaming nose) 

 

 

On 10/8/2022 at 10:42 AM, Aristotle said:

I cannot believe I am turning 22. I wish I was 19 turning 20 this October. 

i already turned 22 in July. EEK

My thread was closed for no reason so imma say it here too...

 

WHY is ATRL so slow?? I could write the lyrics to every song off Confessions on a Dance Floor by the time it'll let me enter a thread 

It's ridiculous quite frankly. I hope the atrl police does not get mad this time... pigs.. ACAB

 

 

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He looked like this on grindr

 

 

But in person he looked like this

 

 

and the sex was so bad. I need to listen to my gut next time

 

 

 

Economy in my city is collapsing and I’m so scared for our next bills, health and personal stuff.

I am actually taking this healing process well, after all the heartache for 30 years! I finally got no heart to care

 

Job hunting as a post-grad is exhausting, I am just glad I had a full-ride.

I am on Month 4 at this point.

 

 

I haven't posted in this thread in what seems like 5 years!

 

Does anyone know where I can request for an Avi to be made?

 

I can't seem to find the thread that was on here before, I would really appreciate it 

5 minutes ago, Lukey said:

I haven't posted in this thread in what seems like 5 years!

 

Does anyone know where I can request for an Avi to be made?

 

I can't seem to find the thread that was on here before, I would really appreciate it 

Found it!

Just started college again

and I feel soooo exhausteddd

and it's not even that harder than the previous year..but us being online for the first few lectures and not going early in the morning, was reeeaaally something

they really ****** us up

 

they also said "we gonna make the program so u dont go from one place to another" and they did right the opposite we constantly have to go to another place

no idea how im gonna take my exams..at least some of them..at least they wont be over 10+ this time

My STD results just came back positive, my first time getting gonorrhoea

 

And I just had raw sex with a hot daddy last night

 

28 minutes ago, Bacardo Royale said:

My STD results just came back positive, my first time getting gonorrhoea

 

Eat ya vegetables!

i reset my headphones and im hearing so much more detail in music