I feel like my anxiety is really starting to relapse. I wasn't expecting this since I had so many exciting plans for the rest of the year, but mentally I've just found myself catastrophizing again and again. Things got better for a while after my last post in July but idk, I've been ruminating a lot about my life again. I think it's because my birthday is in two months and it's gotten me thinking again about how I'm in my late twenties and feeling so unaccomplished, but at the same time I've accepted that this is a normal phase that a lot of people go through. It just feels bizarre because I was so at peace with my direction in life but all of the sudden I'm having these self-doubts again. I'm going to a Tyler Childers concert at least in two weeks and that's boosted my mood a bit. One thing I want to start doing is treating myself more and doing stuff for myself and celebrating those things. I put so much on my self-worth on career stuff but don't realize that there are still things like this that I can enjoy while I'm in this uncertain phase in life!! I'm just a little worried about how things will be after the concert, but at least the holidays are coming soon and I generally feel better during that period.