Jotham

As someone who is well into adulthood and still doesn't have his license I find this weirdly inspiring for some reason

That "Cleveland" spoken part not her trying to get her "there could be 100 people in the room" moment Gaga better sue ha

Tae means "poop" in Tagalog

I have mixed opinions on Ella Langley. In terms of "Choosin' Texas" itself, it feels like a breath of fresh air considering that country music is just filled with garbage from people like Gavin Adcock and Morgan Wallen now. Still, I think the song is mediocre overall and Langley's personal opinions are a bit sus. Also, I'll give credit for the amazing music video. We need more music videos like this again!

I feel like my anxiety is really starting to relapse. I wasn't expecting this since I had so many exciting plans for the rest of the year, but mentally I've just found myself catastrophizing again and again. Things got better for a while after my last post in July but idk, I've been ruminating a lot about my life again. I think it's because my birthday is in two months and it's gotten me thinking again about how I'm in my late twenties and feeling so unaccomplished, but at the same time I've accepted that this is a normal phase that a lot of people go through. It just feels bizarre because I was so at peace with my direction in life but all of the sudden I'm having these self-doubts again. I'm going to a Tyler Childers concert at least in two weeks and that's boosted my mood a bit. One thing I want to start doing is treating myself more and doing stuff for myself and celebrating those things. I put so much on my self-worth on career stuff but don't realize that there are still things like this that I can enjoy while I'm in this uncertain phase in life!! I'm just a little worried about how things will be after the concert, but at least the holidays are coming soon and I generally feel better during that period.

Where Mike Will at

I hope it's Harry but it's more likely that it would be Justin, especially given off the hype surrounding his Coachella performance earlier in the year.

Scorpio Sun Aries Moon Capricorn Rising

The Grindr yellow-colored cowboy hats we see you queen

It's probably in my top three for favorite songs on the album. I don't understand why some people think it's the worst song.

The way I was considering going to this concert with my parents

Should have called it Mexico Honey

I remember being so infatuated with one of my friends in high school, I was convinced that he was closeted like me but we never did anything and eventually he got a girlfriend. Now, I look back on my obsession with him and just cringe.

Yes, I have several TikTok accounts for my different interests (record collecting, motorsports, gaming, etc.). It's easy to get burnt out on managing those accounts though because you have to constantly be posting content to keep your followers engaged, so I don't really use them anymore except the gaming account.