Hey, so this was a couple of days ago but I’ve just now been released from the hospital. Some time late last week I had a kind of mental breakdown episode (never suffered with any mental health issues in the past) and one thing led to another and I ended up on a downward spiral that ended with me being induced into a coma. 
 

It is the SCARIEST **** ever to wake up from. You have no memory of anything and because of the hospital environment and lightning/healthcare workers uniforms it’s kind of like you’ve been abducted by aliens for a second. It’s all so weird. My boyfriend has been there with me everyday and was thankfully able to stay in my room with me at night since I’ve been awake, but with all this **** about renaissance, tiny dancer and Britney apparently being pregnant it feels like I was out for 20 years. 

Holy ****, did it start with anxiety? How you feeling now?

omg 

 

welcome back 

That's so scary  I'm glad you're okay now. 

 

Hope you'll never experience anything like this ever again. 

Omg, glad you're awake again. Hope you have a speedy recovery. It probably was no joke.

Welcome back. So sorry you had to

go through that  sounds quite scary.

wow glad you're ok.  

Welcome back 

Glad you're okay. That's so scary

Glad you’re back! Imagine waking up from a coma and you wake up to Beyoncé snatching a #1. 

omg that's so scary, i'm glad your back & well

welcome back and let's stream this bop to celebrate

 

 

"After a long night of mental breakdowns, my brain didn't like the session so it had shut my body down..and set me on fire..but I didn't die.. *****, I crystalized…and now I'm a Glamazon ***** ready for the runway."

 

 

Welcome back, sis. Glad you're OK!!!

 

 

Welcome back sis. I hope everything is fine now. Sending you my best wishes.

2 hours ago, ninetiesceline said:

welcome back and let's stream this bop to celebrate

 

 

 

Exactly bestie! A new day has come, thank god you're here with us for another new day

 

 

What was it like? Just black? I've heard a lot of people say they dream while they're in comas and their dreams weave in with the real world

A renaissance

this is scary  welcome back, hope you're doing better now 

i'm so sorry about that hon, I cannot imagine how scary that must be...

I'm glad you're back and safe! 

This is such a SURPRISE, welcome back  

 

How do you feel?

Welcome back and wish you the best recovery.

 

But did you live another life (like parallel universe) whike you were in the coma.

On 8/3/2022 at 12:05 PM, MrPiggyMoka said:

Holy ****, did it start with anxiety? How you feeling now?

It started with like depression and I began to self medicate with different pills and that was going on for like a year and a half, then one day last week it all got too much and I took as many pills as I had, drank a bottle of vodka, literally ran through a corn field naked with police/ambulance/family chasing me and then woke up in hospital. 
 

On 8/3/2022 at 12:50 PM, Starshine said:

Glad you’re back! Imagine waking up from a coma and you wake up to Beyoncé snatching a #1. 

I was happy to hear the album that’s for sure! An instant classic. 
 

On 8/3/2022 at 4:07 PM, SlimyGhoul said:

What was it like? Just black? I've heard a lot of people say they dream while they're in comas and their dreams weave in with the real world

It’s just black and you don’t really have much memory of how you got there for the first day or so and it’s confusing because everyone is trying to explain it to you, but you literally have no recollection. It could be different for others though. 
 

On 8/3/2022 at 5:19 PM, Haus said:

How do you feel?

Now, I feel very rough still but definitely much better. A little embarrassed because of the way my neighbours saw me acting, but it is what it is. 
 

On 8/3/2022 at 5:19 PM, duybeeGAshantiGA said:

Welcome back and wish you the best recovery.

 

But did you live another life (like parallel universe) whike you were in the coma.

No it was literally just blank. Not even like sleep. 
 

thanks everyone for the kind wishes