and I didn't do it obvi obvi but why is life so sad lately

I don't have the right words to express how much is there left for you to enjoy in this world, I hope that you made the right decision and years from now you'll realize that there was something worth living for.

Oh sweetheart. I'm glad you're still here. Thank you for sharing and trusting in this community with this.

8 minutes ago, Sylicone said:

I don't have the right words to express how much is there left for you to enjoy in this world, I hope that you made the right decision and years from now you'll realize that there was something worth living for.

it's really hard dealing with everything but I also feel like whenever these thoughts come to me really, really strong to the point I'm scared my mind will actually take over it just doesn't seem to get any better

Me everyday

You're not special *****. The ****?

I’m really sorry but I’m so glad you didn’t go through with it and I’m happy that you’re still here with us

I'm sorry you feel that way and I'm glad you didn't go through with it. Sometimes life can feel pretty dark but believe me when I say you haven't experienced your best days, they're yet to come. I say this as a former suicidal person, if I had ended my life back then I wouldn't have met so many amazing people and places, wouldn't have experienced the beautiful things life gave me these past years. Life has so many great things coming your way

34 minutes ago, Joyride said:

and I didn't do it obvi obvi but why is life so sad lately

I've been there - I tried to do that when I was 15. I have experienced waves of overwhelming sadness and periods of depression, but I've always had a feeling that life will work itself out. That's the mentality you've got to have.

I think to myself..."what if I ended my life not realising that something wonderful is waiting for me in my future, but all I had to do was hold on"; that's how I see my struggles. I have a theory of what would happen if I ended my life, that I get to see all the various good things I could've had and all the great people I could've met, so I continue living life knowing the world potentially has some cool surprises in store for me.

What you're going through has a cyclical nature, like day and night; it won't last forever. I've always seen my sadness and moments of hopelessness like a wave, it comes and goes, and everything that doesn't kill you, makes you stronger.

The productive approach is to take one day at a time. You'll have good days and bad ones, but what's important is that there's so much goodness in the world among all the pain, hatred, abuse and corruption that exists.

So don't do anything you might regret, because the best is yet to come. You're also more resilent than you think and you possess the strength to survive the worst of what's ahead. x

Girl i get you. If you ever need someone to talk or vent to, I and many others are right here

"I used to worry 'bout the future, but that's yesterday
'Cause life tapped me on the shoulder and she opened up my eyes
You never know these are the best days 'til the rest are left behind

While everybody's feeling like the world is gonna end
I will call you and remind you once again
To stay gold, hold tight
Good times, they won't die
Yeah, stay close, it's alright
And promise me that you'll remember when forever passe by"

Don't let your dark thoughts consume you!

Edited June 2Jun 2 by Magic_boXX

47 minutes ago, RussianRoulette said:

Me everyday

You're not special *****. The ****?

How is someone as **** as this just amongst us for five years

Good riddance

I am so sorry and I am glad you still here life can be tough sometimes stay strong ❤️.

50 minutes ago, RussianRoulette said:

Me everyday

You're not special *****. The ****?

Disgusting comment reported 👎🏻

53 minutes ago, RussianRoulette said:

Me everyday

You're not special *****. The ****?

Is this really an appropriate response?

OT: Here for you. Life is hard, but if you ever need someone to chat with, my inbox is open xo

I'm glad you made this choice there's so much of life left to experience

(but also this being labeled as "achievement" kinda took me out )

All I can say is good on you for having the strength to not go through with it, you should be proud of that. To go to dark places and still choose life is powerful. Just remember if you had the strength to choose life this time you can absolutely do it again and again and every time it will get a little less difficult - don't give up, you've got this.

If you can witness that strength in yourself, just know that you can get through anything. That said, life is indiscriminate and brutal, and your suffering is totally valid, just make sure you hold on to life.

I really like this scene from Desperate Housewives, just know that you are both Bree and Renee - and that part of you that is like Renee is the part that got you through safely this time, and the part of you that is like Bree needs love and care.

Noooo please don't do it sis! We have to see the downfall of Taylor and the swifties and never let them forget it on here.

2 hours ago, RussianRoulette said:

Me everyday

You're not special *****. The ****?

You're a piece of sh_t

Me too but if I told atrl that they reply with

"do it bc we hate you bc ur an army stay"

And I rather not give that that satisfaction so I didn't go with it

However I care about everyone here even the ones who ain't fond of me so hope your doing better and is here if you need because I get it

6 minutes ago, HyuneSuga said:

Me too but if I told atrl that they reply with

"do it bc we hate you bc ur an army stay"

what a weird thing to say

you're not alone babes. everyday is a struggle for me too. i suggest focusing on the smaller things in life. taking care of a plant, running ,trying out new hobbies. the world is such a weird place right now the only thing that brings me joy is enjoying the little pleasures in life

i gave you the award emoji just cus i rly enjoy receiving it... i dont know you but i hope something will make you smile today. please eat your favorite food and take care of yourself ❤️

11 hours ago, BadHabits said:

I've been there - I tried to do that when I was 15. I have experienced waves of overwhelming sadness and periods of depression, but I've always had a feeling that life will work itself out. That's the mentality you've got to have.

I think to myself..."what if I ended my life not realising that something wonderful is waiting for me in my future, but all I had to do was hold on"; that's how I see my struggles. I have a theory of what would happen if I ended my life, that I get to see all the various good things I could've had and all the great people I could've met, so I continue living life knowing the world potentially has some cool surprises in store for me.

What you're going through has a cyclical nature, like day and night; it won't last forever. I've always seen my sadness and moments of hopelessness like a wave, it comes and goes, and everything that doesn't kill you, makes you stronger.

The productive approach is to take one day at a time. You'll have good days and bad ones, but what's important is that there's so much goodness in the world among all the pain, hatred, abuse and corruption that exists.

So don't do anything you might regret, because the best is yet to come. You're also more resilent than you think and you possess the strength to survive the worst of what's ahead. x

This is just like the book "The Midnight Library", maybe you'd like that!

3 hours ago, dwuw said:

This is just like the book "The Midnight Library", maybe you'd like that!

I'll check it out, thanks

wait til ts13 drops sis