YourFavoriteWeapon
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Viewing Topic: Kim Petras' "XXX" hits 100M streams on Spotify
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It would be trending worldwide, but it's okay that Zara is sexually harassing employees
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Despite being confident in my sexuality I just always feel so weird being around I'd say like 85% of straight men and letting them know I'm gay (the % goes up depending on their age). Even with most accepting/liberal straight men I just feel weird letting them know I'm gay as I feel like even if they're not gonna judge me to my face or say something they'll react more awkward and unfavorably than women do, such as when I go to the local bar with my girlfriends and they realize they're around a gay person when they hear my voice or mannerisms or they don't at first but then we make small talk and when I bring up my partner it's like an "Oh!" (feat. Ludacris) thing to me being gay, like they take a second to say something nice but in their head I feel like they're judgemental and having a visceral reaction they're keeping within. Idk if this is just all rooted in trauma and ptsd from homophobia bc I was close to being hate crimed when I was younger (ex: having a Matthew Shepard pic placed in my backpack) but I always question if me feeling like most straight men are uncool and weird with it but pretend otherwise for social politics is a valid and warranted thing or just stemming from what I've been through idk. Like it's gotten to the point where when I send out wedding invitations idek if I should bother putting my friend's husband down as despite her being super pro gay her husband is like overtly Christian macho and I know he wouldn't wanna go and would rather not him put up a front being in a gay ceremony so instead she can tag along with her girlfriends. Am I delulu
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You work for Billboard?
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I don't see much talk about Camila anymore, even hate threads
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Even more horrific.
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************ and ending Melissa Barrera
