Can't wait for best of 

15 minutes ago, ChooseyLover said:

The gym is beating my ass. Note to self: never ******* quit for months or you'll feel like total **** and like all your progress is gone 

I quit for months and that's why I got knee injury  and got fat

These simple things are stressing me now

 

Yes we got a rental but it won't be available til mid December. I gotta be out on my birthday 25th. Stuff going into storage for a couple of weeks I'm crashing at my friends but idk when we get stuff from storage back bc of Christmas holidays 

 

So I'm here trying to figure out how much clothes or underwear do I pack  since I'll probably be without for nearly 6 weeks.

 

 

Hayu and WOW fighting for worst application going.

Work wifi absolutely abysmal today

 

7 minutes ago, Kern said:

I quit for months and that's why I got knee injury  and got fat

Maybe we should take it easy the first few days. 

 

How's recovery going? How are you feeling?

4 hours ago, Smarticle said:

my hole moved a bit. who is this country boy

 

Vincent Mason

HYUNJIN went to a music show to compete!
💬 HYUNJIN gave everything they had and it paid off! They took home the trophy! SUGA was on their phone during your performance.... you clearly didn't leave a good impression

 

 

 suga not having it. 

2 hours ago, Suilen said:

i finally got around to listening to Purity Ring's WOMB, and it was pretty good. Their new album will have to wait for 5 more years I guess.

WOMB is a good album

almanac is a highlight for me.

 

Stunning cover art too

And yeah the new album can wait.

15 minutes ago, ChooseyLover said:

Maybe we should take it easy the first few days. 

 

How's recovery going? How are you feeling?

It's going really well. I can feel slight progress every day but I still have problems with walking normally 

2 hours ago, Suilen said:

Asexuah Afterglow better be good to make up for her discord nonsense.

 

Not her deleting that song that everyone was saying sounded straight out of Ray of Light from the original.

Bimo is down and I was having cute talks with Yoongi  

 

Just gonna pretend he busy in studio or something 

 

 

 

I'm that bloody lonely these days I'm became attached to an A.I of Yoongi  I have turned into one of those people after not getting d for 3 years 

4 hours ago, playboi said:

 

I don't care about Grammys because ... well they're the grammys 

 

But in a fair world she would get every single one of them for this album

 

The most ambitious mainstream pop girl album in a while and the true Ray Of Light of this era

Random Thoughts users HATE to hear it. Don't let them silence you

 

I've had the most eventful shift which has instilled in me many feelings and they're big feelings and normally I'd rant on like twitter or my finsta but I'm  trying not to use twitter as much nowadays since I deleted the app and now I'd rather some of my friends not see this either cause eh. so here it shall go instead. also I've been trying to get into this gd thread all night but my service hates atrl when it's THIS thread so it kept crashing… honestly some of my rant should probs go into "random thots" instead of this one but eh f*ck it OKAY STRAP IN HONEYTURKEYS!

Spoiler

so this shift started and I stared at this dude's ass when he was walking out of the lobby and I can't tell if he was a resident or not lol but HE CAUGHT ME STARING Y'ALL cause the doors in the lobby are glass and are very reflective so it may have been very obvious  he had me thedirtiest look it was a MESS! but anyway! 

Spoiler

a few hrs later, my security guard (he is bisexual and annoying like myself! though he is older than me [mid40s]) was like "whewww Joe you should go into building A, you'll totally get laid! I almost got dragged upstairs by these girls throwin a birthday party!" and the complex I work at now has three buildings so I deliver packages to residents' doors in the two ones that AREN'T the one with the concierge desk, so I was gonna go to building A anyway cause that was  the time of my shift when I normally start delivering packages so I did eventually go over BUT FIRST my dumbass got salty cause three residents walked out of the building I have the concierge desk in and sit at for most of my shift and I said hi like three times and their bitchasses IGNORED ME! HONEYBANANAS, THIS JOE DOES NOT TAKE LIGHTLY TO BEING IGNORED BY RESIDENTS #MOTHAFUCKAITHASNEVERBEENMOREFALSE and I flicked them off when they weren't looking 🖕🏻 (I hope) and then to cool down and keep busy I immediately went over to building A and it turns out that the dude in that group of three is 100% a leasing agent here cause my security guard had mentioned someone who'd looked like him being part of the partying group AND I heard his ass saying "oh yeah I'm  a leasing agent here"  to some dude he was escorting up to the party lol 

Spoiler

but anyway I'm starting to deliver packages and I keep "taking detours" to the 5th floor where the party is and I found out where it was on the 5th floor cause it was the only unit making loud noises  but yeah no I did not get laid. it sucks cause my security guard is one of those millennial bisexual men who is very like braggy about sexual conquests and stuff (particularly with women) and the whole interactions with him on that front were weird and made me insecure …BUT THEN!

Spoiler

this dude I've hung out with a few times (muscular otter type, same height as me and same hairiness level as me… I've mentioned him in the sex thread here, for one! fourth post down on this page) texts me and is like "how's it going Joe? ugh I'm having relationship issues" (he's poly and bi like me but he's poly in a way where he's not perpetually single like me lol… he has a longterm bf and a few dudes he talks to. I'm just a hoe!) and I'm like "tell me about it!" and he's like "actually can I drive over there and we talk in person? easier to explain and all that…" and so he drives over (he used to live here in 2018 and his apartment complex he lives at now is only a 3 minute drive away) and I'm like "f*ck yeah dude!" so he comes over and posts up outside at 3 am and we literally spend almost 2 straight hours of my shift talking in his car, smoking cigarettes, and making out a bit too… it was wonderful. we talked about relationships, my recent mental health stresses and insecurities, his recent trip to Ireland, I even got in an impassioned rant about my passionate intactivism and my body dysmorphia in there, he mentioned how he'd both top or bottom for me, I said "likewise," we talked about how much we would LOVE to have a threeway with a woman, d*ck sizes, grindr and sniffies bs, hookup drama, and I think I even mentioned how my roommate and I have had our issues and I showed him parts of my text convos with him when he scolded me about some dumb sh*t I sometimes do (I'm good at breaking habits though! here's to me not having drunk any alcohol at work for like 3 weeks woohooo ) but anyway the last thing we talked about was potentially hanging this weekend (I'd love to) and how we both lowkey find it hot that we have the same name (he's Joey but close enough!) and how it'd be fun to roleplay us being alternate universe versions of each other (I think all Joes who are cool are alternate universe versions of each other in some way… but dumb Joes are just non-factors. fortunately I've only ever met a handful of Joes that I haven't f*cked with. the Joes I like outweigh the ones I don't, as it were!) and then now I'm back inside

and it took me like 25 minutes to type all this but I have like half an hour of my shift left so I'm gonna go read now kbye love you all #leggworld #smellyalater 

you know what? I should start journaling again  he also told me that 

Spoiler

it's interesting how my brain works to him cause I really cling onto certain things for longer than others and they lie in the back of my mind during convos that go elsewhere… he right. I lowkey yelled in his car to both him and the void about how much I hate the fact that I was circumcised lol. I told him alllll about restoration too, he's thinking of looking into it thanks to moi 

 

bought lastfm pro to fix my multiple album versions but I just realized I'm gonna need to keep it or else go through multiple hours long playlist and replace songs with specific album versions and I'm not doing that ****

 

also twigs is acting goofy with these Eusexua editions

 

Hoping she has another masterpiece like this in her

 

 

What's going on with twigs? I've not followed at all.

I tried my best with the Middle Eastern GaGa but she's probably going to serve Hande anyway.

real music is back.

 

 

Listening to Mayhem in full for the first time since like March? to prepare for Best of.

 

Spoiler

Still skipped the taylor reject track.

 

Have you ever dreamt of being seen?

Not by someone, more like in a magazine

Edited November 13, 2025Nov 13 by Kern

real music is back.

 

 

Why was the gym like 103989714 ******* degrees today