So the guy I've been crushing on wanted to hang out after the party then I started like getting excited then nervous then did my aniexty thing a threw up last Time I did that over a crush was 2011 before my first bf.

 

But thankfully he was so drunk I kinda drove my other friends home. Then he messaged me saying thought I was going back to yours when clearly I'm staying at my friends (my ex his best mate) and I kept telling him you know I live 2 hours away.

 

Man idk guess I know now he fancys me back but mentally why do I get so nervous when it comes to spending the night with him 

this a big watch diamonds dripping off of the clock

I had a long walk. My legs hurt so much. 

I dont want to work anymore, i feel so drained 

It keeps getting worse but I know it's going to get better later 

Seeing Raye in Feb  

 

was gonna get M&G but then was like I love her, but not enough to pay $250 to meet her so got early bird tixs instead. 

Ughhhhh I hate Hate HATEEE summer

It's so hot outside, but my room is so tiny, so whenever I turn on the AC, my room turns into a freezer within 2 minutes  It's either too cold or too hot

 

Currently thinking of buying a mini fan instead

Just saw the video of the shark attack that happened in Egypt today, it’s horrifying  Poor guy :(  and what’s worse his father watched his kid eaten alive by the shark helplessly

giving the weeknd a fall listen! he has got a unique voice but I just can't get into most of his stuff, though I've only done his EP's and The Hills album so far, which I like the album one because In The Night Is A bop 

 

I just know I'm not gonna like after hours because I hate BL

My pre-graduation (end of lectures) photos turned out to be so awful. Should be a lesson when graduation photos come up.

My new therapist looks the same age as me and idk how I feel about it I'm used to them being way older 

Neurographic art is one of the best things ever invented

 

The best stress reliever 

10 hours ago, Bacardo Royale said:

My new therapist looks the same age as me and idk how I feel about it I'm used to them being way older 

Look at the W they prob understand you easier.

 

40 minutes ago, Devin said:

Look at the W they prob understand you easier.

 

 

Might be true but it still makes me feel some type of way

 

Same age but my life is a mess while he's got his sh*t together

 

I'm competitive so I don't like it

 

I'm making a thread 

 

Oh, I get it
They paintin' me out to be the bad guy?
Well, it's the last time you're gonna see a bad guy do the rap game like me

 

Why do I feel like All The Way could be a huge hit if it was proper promoted.

 

all those Drake, Mac Miller fans or Straight guys would be all up on it. 

 

its just a basic rap song that people are into 

Does anyone know how much vinegar and olive oil I should put in a lettuce salad (made out of 1 full lettuce)?

I put 3 table spoons olive oil and 1.5 table spoon rice vinegar but the "dressing" ended up too strong. I guess I was scared of making it too dry (it's stupid I know, since I can always add more oil/vinegar)

 

I find it legitimately rude whenever people call my phone, unless they ask me to. I feel like it's a demand to speak to them right then and there.

On 6/10/2023 at 2:26 AM, Bacardo Royale said:

My new therapist looks the same age as me and idk how I feel about it I'm used to them being way older 

I have a support worker who is roughly my age and it's kinda weird

Edited June 11, 20233 yr by chromaticaii

I'm kinda over being single but at the same time I like my alone time.

 

 

 

its the longest ive been single since 2011..  like its been 9 months. 

14 hours ago, DamianSolo said:

I find it legitimately rude whenever people call my phone, unless they ask me to. I feel like it's a demand to speak to them right then and there.

 

Same here most of the time I ignore if I'm called out of the blue. It's as rude as turning up at someone's house uninvited, I'm not stopping what I'm doing unless it's an emergency... and you can let me know that by text

 

update: so i'm single because I listen to pop girls and stop going to metal concerts, when have I ever met a guy at a metal concert.

 

 

 

screw it next time I use tinder just going put in my description:

looking for a boy who loves all genres of music who I can drag along to gigs. 

I am food poisoned again, yikes.

9 hours ago, Bacardo Royale said:

 

Same here most of the time I ignore if I'm called out of the blue. It's as rude as turning up at someone's house uninvited, I'm not stopping what I'm doing unless it's an emergency... and you can let me know that by text

 

Same. And, most times, I'll have my phone in my hand and just watch it ring. People never really have anything all that important to talk about on the phone; it can just be a simple text back and forth. I either have my headphones on, watching a movie/TV show or playing something.