It's fake tho.

Yesterday i had a dream of me staning a new Popgirl. Her name was Madame De La Tour.  She was a mixture of Lady Gaga,Madonna and looked very very sophisticated and like some sort of cruella devil but more relatable. Very dark

The funny thing is how all her songs were nr1 in billboard and there was one ditching-bitching about taylor swift and attacking her. It was so funny
She also was stacked with urban and edm collabs. 

Then i woke up and i was so angry  In an alternative reality she's a real pop girl

all these Sims animations and nobody has done a Animation box of the dance Elena & Damon did in Season 1

it be perfect for my series. 

I'm on my 4th gin&tonic and i feel like i deserved to be born a woman, hate being a guy.

3 minutes ago, Glamthony said:

I'm on my 4th gin&tonic and i feel like i deserved to be born a woman, hate being a guy.

 

so the alcohol is responsible for that classist comment sis  

 

12 minutes ago, shyboi said:

 

so the alcohol is responsible for that classist comment sis  

 

Yuh, children and alcoholics always speaks the truth 

1 hour ago, qegqeg said:

 

 

 

omggg 

 

 

 

incredible! 

worked till 8pm today

Someone has been desperately trying to access my Twitter account the last few days  I had to change my password twice, the login attempts were from Brazil and Argentina

the way i'm super sick with barely any voice made my character sick on an episode   im really am having mega writers block right now

I have a gaming laptop and Switch and now I'm considering getting myself PC. Any tips? 

 

This is so spot on

I got sucked into Too hot to handle the netflix moblie game and did all Season 1 in an entire day yet Season 2 .. has the hotties as friends only

I'm pissed I wanted the hot guy with the dreads 

Gonna play some Fortnite today 

These hot wings are tearing my stomach tf up

 

 

 

4 hours ago, Magickarp said:

Sorry for the rant. Idw talk about it so please don't ask anything. I just really needed to rant. My mind has been scattered.

 

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Been crying the last few hours. Just found out my dog has cancer too, & it's likely in the final stages. Hemangiosarcoma a fast growing cancer, that rarely shows any symptoms until death.

This last month i've noticed him lightly coughing for 10s every other morning when waking up. That was literally it. Everyone reasonably thought i was overreacting, but i've slept beside that boy for a over a decade & he's never done this. So today I walked my chemo destroyed body in 35C weather for 15 mins, carrying him to the vet. Everyone was busy working, & I was at home waiting to die. I thought the one thing i could do for him was just make sure he was fine, even though it was likely nothing but an overreaction.

I even made cancer jokes when i got there, about how people go on WebMD with a flu, & come out with self diagnosed cancer... then the X-Ray showed a large tumor right beside his heart... I'm scheduled to see a specialist within 7 days to fully confirm it, but he also warned me that most dogs with Hemangiosarcoma can die suddenly.

Apart from 1 light cough in the morning, my dog is completely normal. Still as happy go lucky & innocent as he always was... but once that tumor bursts... It really hurts. To see a completely happy healthy acting dog, unknowingly be dying inside. The thought i might have to put my best friend down just to save him from the pain of suffocating on his own blood is...

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You know what's the worst part? Realising how selfish I am. I knew I was likely passing this year. Initially I was sad I'd leave my dog to die alone, but I eventually convinced myself I was actually happier I wasn't going have to go through the hard emotion of losing him. But now I think he will pass first... after i spent a year convincing myself I was happier with the opposite... now i'm just conflicted...

My dog is beyond affectionate. He waits for me to go to bed, & has to be touching me to sleep. I don't even have to ask. The moment he sees me curl up, & turn the lights off, he will come curl up inside me too. See how selfish i am? I was OK accepting that i'd turn him into Hachiko / Jurrasic Bark.

He will be 12 if he lives 4 more months. I know's he's old, but he still acts like an idiot baby boy. And frankly the fact that i thought i would die first made me ignore the fact that he's old.

I got him when I had to drop out of HS due to a then benign brain tumor that kept giving me seizures. He was with me when i lost all my friends to be stuck at home. And now he has a malignant tumor on his heart, & me the brain. In a way it's poetic. He was the pure hearted good boy, & i was the logic before emotions guy. And we both got burned in those respective areas.

 

I didn't cry when the vet told me. 

I didn't cry at the payment counter. 

I didn't cry when i saw my mum outside waiting for me, annoyed i had left the house. 

I cried when i had to vocally tell her what the vet said, & vocally accept what i heard.

I love him so much. 

 

Oh my god this is so sad  sending you my love and support at this time sis

5 hours ago, Magickarp said:

Sorry for the rant. Idw talk about it so please don't ask anything. I just really needed to rant. My mind has been scattered.

 

  Hide contents

Been crying the last few hours. Just found out my dog has cancer too, & it's likely in the final stages. Hemangiosarcoma a fast growing cancer, that rarely shows any symptoms until death.

This last month i've noticed him lightly coughing for 10s every other morning when waking up. That was literally it. Everyone reasonably thought i was overreacting, but i've slept beside that boy for a over a decade & he's never done this. So today I walked my chemo destroyed body in 35C weather for 15 mins, carrying him to the vet. Everyone was busy working, & I was at home waiting to die. I thought the one thing i could do for him was just make sure he was fine, even though it was likely nothing but an overreaction.

I even made cancer jokes when i got there, about how people go on WebMD with a flu, & come out with self diagnosed cancer... then the X-Ray showed a large tumor right beside his heart... I'm scheduled to see a specialist within 7 days to fully confirm it, but he also warned me that most dogs with Hemangiosarcoma can die suddenly.

Apart from 1 light cough in the morning, my dog is completely normal. Still as happy go lucky & innocent as he always was... but once that tumor bursts... It really hurts. To see a completely happy healthy acting dog, unknowingly be dying inside. The thought i might have to put my best friend down just to save him from the pain of suffocating on his own blood is...

  Hide contents

You know what's the worst part? Realising how selfish I am. I knew I was likely passing this year. Initially I was sad I'd leave my dog to die alone, but I eventually convinced myself I was actually happier I wasn't going have to go through the hard emotion of losing him. But now I think he will pass first... after i spent a year convincing myself I was happier with the opposite... now i'm just conflicted...

My dog is beyond affectionate. He waits for me to go to bed, & has to be touching me to sleep. I don't even have to ask. The moment he sees me curl up, & turn the lights off, he will come curl up inside me too. See how selfish i am? I was OK accepting that i'd turn him into Hachiko / Jurrasic Bark.

He will be 12 if he lives 4 more months. I know's he's old, but he still acts like an idiot baby boy. And frankly the fact that i thought i would die first made me ignore the fact that he's old.

I got him when I had to drop out of HS due to a then benign brain tumor that kept giving me seizures. He was with me when i lost all my friends to be stuck at home. And now he has a malignant tumor on his heart, & me the brain. In a way it's poetic. He was the pure hearted good boy, & i was the logic before emotions guy. And we both got burned in those respective areas.

 

I didn't cry when the vet told me. 

I didn't cry at the payment counter. 

I didn't cry when i saw my mum outside waiting for me, annoyed i had left the house. 

I cried when i had to vocally tell her what the vet said, & vocally accept what i heard.

I love him so much. 

 

sending you lots of love!
 

think about it this way, out of the millions of people and pets, you two ended up as best friends for so many years.

you were some of his best memories, and vice versa. nothing in the world can change your love for each other.

 

even during the hardest of times, just remember you are both are there for each other! love will always be remembered no matter the circumstances

I had to take a walk and think about you after reading this. I lost my pet a year ago and I still think about him every single day but what xtina said is a very comforting thought and that is something no one can take away from you 

5 hours ago, Magickarp said:

Sorry for the rant. Idw talk about it so please don't ask anything. I just really needed to rant. My mind has been scattered.

 

  Reveal hidden contents

Been crying the last few hours. Just found out my dog has cancer too, & it's likely in the final stages. Hemangiosarcoma a fast growing cancer, that rarely shows any symptoms until death.

This last month i've noticed him lightly coughing for 10s every other morning when waking up. That was literally it. Everyone reasonably thought i was overreacting, but i've slept beside that boy for a over a decade & he's never done this. So today I walked my chemo destroyed body in 35C weather for 15 mins, carrying him to the vet. Everyone was busy working, & I was at home waiting to die. I thought the one thing i could do for him was just make sure he was fine, even though it was likely nothing but an overreaction.

I even made cancer jokes when i got there, about how people go on WebMD with a flu, & come out with self diagnosed cancer... then the X-Ray showed a large tumor right beside his heart... I'm scheduled to see a specialist within 7 days to fully confirm it, but he also warned me that most dogs with Hemangiosarcoma can die suddenly.

Apart from 1 light cough in the morning, my dog is completely normal. Still as happy go lucky & innocent as he always was... but once that tumor bursts... It really hurts. To see a completely happy healthy acting dog, unknowingly be dying inside. The thought i might have to put my best friend down just to save him from the pain of suffocating on his own blood is...

  Reveal hidden contents

You know what's the worst part? Realising how selfish I am. I knew I was likely passing this year. Initially I was sad I'd leave my dog to die alone, but I eventually convinced myself I was actually happier I wasn't going have to go through the hard emotion of losing him. But now I think he will pass first... after i spent a year convincing myself I was happier with the opposite... now i'm just conflicted...

My dog is beyond affectionate. He waits for me to go to bed, & has to be touching me to sleep. I don't even have to ask. The moment he sees me curl up, & turn the lights off, he will come curl up inside me too. See how selfish i am? I was OK accepting that i'd turn him into Hachiko / Jurrasic Bark.

He will be 12 if he lives 4 more months. I know's he's old, but he still acts like an idiot baby boy. And frankly the fact that i thought i would die first made me ignore the fact that he's old.

I got him when I had to drop out of HS due to a then benign brain tumor that kept giving me seizures. He was with me when i lost all my friends to be stuck at home. And now he has a malignant tumor on his heart, & me the brain. In a way it's poetic. He was the pure hearted good boy, & i was the logic before emotions guy. And we both got burned in those respective areas.

 

I didn't cry when the vet told me. 

I didn't cry at the payment counter. 

I didn't cry when i saw my mum outside waiting for me, annoyed i had left the house. 

I cried when i had to vocally tell her what the vet said, & vocally accept what i heard.

I love him so much. 

 

I am sorry to hear about this but such is life. Just know that there are millions of dogs out there homeless struggling for food and you gave him the best life

23 hours ago, qegqeg said:

 

 

 

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Love Paris, Texas. The best song on Lana's last album.

 

I love this feeling after taking a massive ****