I hate the flu and having a blocked nose. 

Just found out that the entirety of Flavor of Love is available on Youtube I won

You see em copyin my hair, tell em chop it off.

Posting whatever... Just tryna to get to the next atrl's rank lol

ok today went better than expected 

My left eye is watering. Can't wait till I pass this flu.

Go against me then you made a mistake

Kind of understand why there is a Club 27 (funny when Im also classified as a musician)

literally mainly bad things have happened to me since this year began

long-term health problems, injustices in my college against me, sexual/love life dropping to a zero all of the sudden

First time I've started thinking about suicide since I was just out of school.

It's like that meme where there is some incident that happens in your late 20s, where it will haunt u forever nnn

 

Maybe this is the next chapter. That's how u evolve and change (one of an individual's life's purposes) putting u out of your comfort zone

could say that I've been having an increasingly easier time as my years went by (since graduating school) and it was almost around that time where I started taking gloomy paths

but still..hits pretty hard when u are emotional,hate injustice and u've not been in a really high space when you are comparing to your contemporaries

 

feels like life is really pushing me to have thoughts of doing bad things atp v.v I've always wanted to help ppl because i've felt compassion, that's why im in the medicine field now..but im really starting to want to do bad things to certain people and to be a fraudd

29 minutes ago, Cool said:

Cute GIF

Denis stoff dropping a 3rd music video from demons away tonight!   Maybe the curse is finally broken! this is the most videos he has done in one band 

I'm pullin ur card tho, got 'im callin me ricky

I wish I didn't just check my LinkedIn feed right now, it's so demoralizing

 

I keep seeing his name everywhere. It doesn't help when I'm trying to stop thinking about him so much. This is why I hate having crushes 

Does being a good provider equals being a good parent? 

 

good provider ≠ good parent ?

legit just told my crush next time a gig's in town come with me as a sorta date    he still hasnt read it 

finally figured out a way to get better lighting for my photos

I really hate the fact that I wasn't taught by my parents to practice sun protection as a kid and teenager.

 

I I had a kid of my own, I'd def make sure to do so. 

 

I hate the "others have it worse" advice.

 

I agree that you need to have perspective on life...like....I get it...

 

"man, i hate this food but hey at least i have something to eat, i should be grateful for it, maybe i can eat something better on dinner time".

 

But...Everyone has a breaking point... You can't expect to never feel sad in life just cuz others have it worse...

 

IDK... It's such a terrible advice. It can work on rare occasions....SURE...But not all the time.

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hair and makeup time. I need some caffeine though. I wonder how I can sleep for just 4-5 hours, but I'll probably be knocked out later today

I think it's perfectly okay to dislike your parents, especially if they were shitty to you when you were growing up.

16 hours ago, Rev8 said:

Kind of understand why there is a Club 27 (funny when Im also classified as a musician)

literally mainly bad things have happened to me since this year began

long-term health problems, injustices in my college against me, sexual/love life dropping to a zero all of the sudden

First time I've started thinking about suicide since I was just out of school.

It's like that meme where there is some incident that happens in your late 20s, where it will haunt u forever nnn

 

Maybe this is the next chapter. That's how u evolve and change (one of an individual's life's purposes) putting u out of your comfort zone

could say that I've been having an increasingly easier time as my years went by (since graduating school) and it was almost around that time where I started taking gloomy paths

but still..hits pretty hard when u are emotional,hate injustice and u've not been in a really high space when you are comparing to your contemporaries

 

feels like life is really pushing me to have thoughts of doing bad things atp v.v I've always wanted to help ppl because i've felt compassion, that's why im in the medicine field now..but im really starting to want to do bad things to certain people and to be a fraudd

Omg me ******* too ashfkfkjf the way my mental health has been declining this year

 

If I make it to 28 it'll be a miracle

I don't wanna sit still look pretty

"Congratulations, your payment submitted" 

super nervous about the elections

i feel like the whole world is going to end that day