Gosh I feel depressed So my first relationship back in 2011. He had two little sisters one was 8 and other was 11. I thought he was going to be the one I was gonna marry because they were like sisters to me too and he still this very day is my longest relationship I mean he technically popped my cherry. I just had trauma so we didn't ever have proper sex but we had fun we lived together we traveled together Anyways it's not about him. The fact that 11 year old sister. She's engaged and about to get married my exes mum just shared it. And here is me can't been get a date. Idk what my ex is doing I don't think his engaged well I hope not I wouldn't want him getting married before me. But what the ****. She was a kid and now she's getting the life I always wanted :,(