Alldeezy Posted October 5, 2022 Posted October 5, 2022 57 minutes ago, HotFriedChicken said: These posts back to back seems like you were both horrible to each other. I'm sure being single will be better for both of you, focus on developing yourself I adored him but yeah this trip was a bad idea and all week being away mix emotions and abuse I got. Found out he was cheating, talking crap behind my back so yeah kinda glad I stood my ground and ended it.
Aethereal Posted October 6, 2022 Posted October 6, 2022 I am no longer in contact with all of my peers. I am all alone. And many of them have moved outside of the country it is so weird.
Bloodflowers. Posted October 7, 2022 Posted October 7, 2022 13 hours ago, Buffy said: I’m so sorry about your friend. I can relate with your trauma. One of my bestest friends passed away a couple years ago from a sudden aneurysm. I was completely devastated. I never even got to see her during the pandemic because we were all in isolation. No one was allowed to visit her body at the hospital either. There was no final goodbye or even a burial. I believe she was cremated. It hurt for a long time not ever having closure. Hearing about Buddy’s sudden passing reminds me a lot of my friend. Hi, I didn't wanna go off topic too much now in the thread about Buddy so I'm gonna post this here, I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your dear friend! That sounds horrible to not even go to see her funeral. I went to my best friend's funeral but it was more painful than I could imagine because we haven't seen each other since 2019 on her 22nd birthday party, then pandemic hit and we couldn't travel to each other's towns. Then the summer of 2021 I was begging her to finally see each other and meet again so we can talk about our coming out experiences, but that day never came. It was pulled right underneath me. So to see the day that I finally "see her" is in a casket was... words cannot describe how painful and awful feeling it was. And now Buddy's passing has triggered that pain of losing a young soul with so much planning and conversations you hoped to have with them.... all around just awful.
Queen. Posted October 7, 2022 Posted October 7, 2022 17 hours ago, Aristotle said: I am no longer in contact with all of my peers. I am all alone. And many of them have moved outside of the country it is so weird. Do you have family that you could contact?
Aethereal Posted October 8, 2022 Posted October 8, 2022 11 hours ago, Queen. said: Do you have family that you could contact? Yes. I actually hit my lowest low in 2019 and 2020. It is a very long and complicated story. Yeah it looks like a scripted movie but it's true. Maybe things will get better. Now I look back and see how strong I have become.
NoNeedForWords Posted October 8, 2022 Posted October 8, 2022 On 10/1/2022 at 7:54 PM, Bloodflowers. said: Of course I return to the gym today and already my wrists be in pain from benching @NoNeedForWords Not again
Bloodflowers. Posted October 8, 2022 Posted October 8, 2022 18 minutes ago, NoNeedForWords said: Not again I also carefully did back work yesterday. I am trying to drink calcium now before I hit the gym.
rebeltwat Posted October 8, 2022 Posted October 8, 2022 there's been a pit in my stomach since my birthday last week
Aethereal Posted October 8, 2022 Posted October 8, 2022 I cannot believe I am turning 22. I wish I was 19 turning 20 this October.
Polgg48 Posted October 9, 2022 Posted October 9, 2022 why should i sub to rateyourmusic? does it display full new releases album page like AOTY or how good filter when sub there are? what about sputnikmusic?
Alldeezy Posted October 9, 2022 Posted October 9, 2022 now that i'm not longer with my abusive ex! i think i'm gonna move from deathcore music! It just gives me too much trauma! (I only will listen to metalcore which is BMTH, Amity & AA or anything Denis does, but at least they isn't just screaming nose)
Vixen Eyes Posted October 10, 2022 Posted October 10, 2022 On 10/8/2022 at 10:42 AM, Aristotle said: I cannot believe I am turning 22. I wish I was 19 turning 20 this October. i already turned 22 in July. EEK
Lanadelray Posted October 10, 2022 Posted October 10, 2022 (edited) My thread was closed for no reason so imma say it here too... WHY is ATRL so slow?? I could write the lyrics to every song off Confessions on a Dance Floor by the time it'll let me enter a thread It's ridiculous quite frankly. I hope the atrl police does not get mad this time... pigs.. ACAB EDIT: This took 18 seconds to post Edited October 10, 2022 by Lanadelray
Bacardo Royale Posted October 10, 2022 Posted October 10, 2022 He looked like this on grindr But in person he looked like this and the sex was so bad. I need to listen to my gut next time
Totami Legend Posted October 11, 2022 Posted October 11, 2022 Economy in my city is collapsing and I’m so scared for our next bills, health and personal stuff.
Alldeezy Posted October 12, 2022 Posted October 12, 2022 I am actually taking this healing process well, after all the heartache for 30 years! I finally got no heart to care
Mellark Posted October 12, 2022 Posted October 12, 2022 Job hunting as a post-grad is exhausting, I am just glad I had a full-ride. I am on Month 4 at this point.
Lukey Posted October 12, 2022 Posted October 12, 2022 I haven't posted in this thread in what seems like 5 years! Does anyone know where I can request for an Avi to be made? I can't seem to find the thread that was on here before, I would really appreciate it
Lukey Posted October 12, 2022 Posted October 12, 2022 5 minutes ago, Lukey said: I haven't posted in this thread in what seems like 5 years! Does anyone know where I can request for an Avi to be made? I can't seem to find the thread that was on here before, I would really appreciate it Found it!
Rev8 Posted October 12, 2022 Posted October 12, 2022 Just started college again and I feel soooo exhausteddd and it's not even that harder than the previous year..but us being online for the first few lectures and not going early in the morning, was reeeaaally something they really ****** us up they also said "we gonna make the program so u dont go from one place to another" and they did right the opposite we constantly have to go to another place no idea how im gonna take my exams..at least some of them..at least they wont be over 10+ this time
Bacardo Royale Posted October 13, 2022 Posted October 13, 2022 My STD results just came back positive, my first time getting gonorrhoea
Bacardo Royale Posted October 13, 2022 Posted October 13, 2022 And I just had raw sex with a hot daddy last night
Lukey Posted October 13, 2022 Posted October 13, 2022 28 minutes ago, Bacardo Royale said: My STD results just came back positive, my first time getting gonorrhoea Eat ya vegetables!
flower moon Posted October 14, 2022 Posted October 14, 2022 i reset my headphones and im hearing so much more detail in music
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