Kelp Posted April 3, 2018 Posted April 3, 2018 Off topic but I'm glad to see my moderate hit gif here Good luck Stone and Carb
ATRL Moderator feelslikeadream Posted April 3, 2018 ATRL Moderator Posted April 3, 2018 14 hours ago, Lémur said: Off topic but I'm glad to see my moderate hit gif here Good luck Stone and Carb omgz you made this? Didn't you not even watch RDR back in the early days of ATRL's DR? Now you're such a stan.
Citrus Posted April 4, 2018 Author Posted April 4, 2018 __________________________________________________________________________ Episode 6 - The Cinema Ball Lip Sync Stone. Carb. Stone @Buddy! Quote Miss Lip Sync Carbon @Vulnicura Quote Hi judges. I don't plan on doing a lipsync where I showcase how badly I want to carry on in the competition, because I don't think I deserve the spot more than Stone. My only really goal for this season was to see if I could get to the top 3 without lipsyncing - I would've really liked to go the entirety of two seasons without a single bottom two placement, but I ****ed that up. I'm a kind of weird mix emotions - I knew I'd be bottom two for this challenge and I've been sorta debating how I would approach this lipsync, and I thought I'd sorta made peace with the idea of just saying thanks for letting me participate and I had a lot of fun, but it actually feels a lot worse now that I'm in this scenario. I've been mulling over my contribution this season and can't help but feel so disappointed. I had a single challenge win, which apparently I didn't really deserve, and a string of fairly okay entries. I knew one of my biggest downfalls would be trying to live up to how I performed in my own season, and I guess I failed on that as well. If I had accomplished more, or been against Chanel, I might have actually "tried" and whipped something up to justify my run in this season, but with the state of the board, making top 3 or not doesn't make too much difference to the now predictable outcome, because I've done nothing of real note. I dunno. Sorry for moaning. I had an epiphany recently. Carbon is an ugly thing. She’s something that I project all my insecurities and worries, and I try and dress it up into something nice and interesting. I think it's the reason that a lot of my runways are something slightly disgusting or grotesque, which I know is not everyone’s flavor. It’s the reason why a lot of my entries have a lot of futuristic and video game references, because these are things I really love that I don’t get to share that much with other people. I’m super happy with my runway contribution this season, since I think it is my strongest and most distinct area, and I do feel quite accomplished with doing runways that I think really justify what sort of aesthetic I embody. I have also noticed that I’m a really competitive person, both offline and offline - not in the sense that, I’m so desperate to win, but I have an unhealthy link between my self-esteem and how I perform in a competitive environment. I’m a person that is usually the worst at something, like video games, or drawing, or sport, etc. and I really want to be the best at something. It kinda played with me in season two because it was very apparent that everyone was basically routing for Aciid or Pea to win. I thought I could do the best this season, but I suppose not. I dunno. I don’t want to be a crybaby, because no one really cares that much. All I can say is I tried my best, and I had fun with what I contributed to the season. I would have liked to have done better, but that’s not up to me. I’ll get over this negative funk eventually, just not right now. A huge congratulations to Chanel for really killing this season, I had a wonderful time speaking with Gladys and sharing ideas, and I really admire Stone for always submitting even in the most awkward of circumstances. A big thank you to the judges for their valuable feedback and all the kind messages I’ve gotten over my weird little drawings I do in my own little bubble. Thank you for asking me to take part. I dunno why I’ve worded this like I’m dying or something. I’m really grateful to be part of this small community we’ve created. Lots of love, Carbon P.S. I’ll show you my finale look… after the finale. Ladies, I have made my decision, and it will be revealed soon. ____________________________________________________________ Hide contents @EJQL8 @Rhisiart @Buddy! @Kylie Jenner @Hug @CHANEL™ @keshaspearsxo @Witch Privilege @Vulnicura @talent @feelslikeadream @Aciid @Subomie @True Skarlet @Moonchild @Lémur @PinkBox @mxtthewdelrey @Alena @Stan @Tsareena @Slut @SitarHero @Losing my ground @thecptz @Fruity
Buddy! Posted April 4, 2018 Posted April 4, 2018 1 minute ago, Alena said: rooting for u <3 Thank you
Citrus Posted April 4, 2018 Author Posted April 4, 2018 __________________________________________________________________________ Episode 6 - The Cinema Ball Elimination Stone. Carbon. Ladies, I have made my decision. ____________________________________________________________ Spoiler Stone, no matter what you've had thrown at you, you've taken it and had the audacity to throw it back. Sometime's a queen's greatest strength is her ability to tell the peasants to shove it. Carb, your contribution to this season and franchise cannot be understated. You were a random little British twink wandering the Games section when I kidnapped you and forced you to talk to Carrie Messiah in Season 01. Less than a year later, you had delivered the second best run in the history of the show (and one that still stands as a Top 5 three seasons later). Your unique creativity and system of out-of-the-box references has always set you apart as one of the best fashion queens of this competition. Beyond that, you are without a doubt the greatest writer that we have ever had. From your iconic and unmatched Season 02 finale entry to your lip sync just now, you have a rare ability to express yourself in ways good and bad, words simultaneously vulnerable and esoteric. I ain't as gud at dem wordz as u is...But read my lips: I love you. You are an All Star, and you will always be one. Now, _____________________________________________________________________________________________________ My Top Three...It's here. It's finally here. Can I get an amen? Now let the music play!
Citrus Posted April 4, 2018 Author Posted April 4, 2018 @EJQL8 @Rhisiart @Buddy! @Kylie Jenner @Hug @CHANEL™ @keshaspearsxo @Witch Privilege @Vulnicura @talent @feelslikeadream @Aciid @Subomie @True Skarlet @Moonchild @Lémur @PinkBox @mxtthewdelrey @Alena @Stan @Tsareena @Slut @SitarHero @Losing my ground @thecptz @Fruity
Alena Posted April 4, 2018 Posted April 4, 2018 fun fact my draft is the top 3! i know talent when i see some
PinkBox Posted April 4, 2018 Posted April 4, 2018 Stone top 3, congrats sis Carbon You've brought so much to the competition (in both seasons), your drawings are everything and you're the queen I was most excited to see back (don't tell the others)
Hug Posted April 4, 2018 Posted April 4, 2018 Grats to the Top 3. Haven't been paying attention but everyone worked hard
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