YourFavoriteWeapon Posted August 31 Posted August 31 (edited) I was sent to the psych ward this February after an unsuccessful suicide attempt where they were able to Bring Me To Life.mp3 via defibrillator. I was initially very scared and the first couple days were daunting but I eventually was able to acclimate to the new environment. Here are some of the wildest stories: I had a HUGE crush on this 6'6 bleach blonde twink who looked like a cross between Timothee Chalamet and Lil Peep. He was there for a manic episode and kept telling everyone there that he was able to make a million dollars before the age of 16 and that his grandfather built the White House. He also told me that he was in Dua Lipa's DMs but she rejected him because "she wasn't comfortable taking someone else's virginity". I accidentally read what he was writing in his notebook and peeped that he wrote "There's a short gay kid here and he seems friendly", clearly referring to me. There was this homeless crack addict who poured hot coffee all over a picture I was drawing for my mom and then tried to claw my face. He was also threatening to rape the nurses but when they gave him medication and played him Boyz II Men he was able to Calm Down.mp3. My best friend there was a dominatrix escort who specialized in fetish play and she had five kids, somehow all were boys too. We bonded over our love for Tove Lo and I played ******* on Spotify app they let us use and we were told to stop dancing. I also told one of the old ladies I got close with to listen to it and when Tove sung "let me be your guide when you eat my ***** out" she was like "This girl reminds me of myself when I was in my 20s and sleeping around, I like how she openly expresses her sexuality." She better stan omg On my last night there I played Like A Prayer on the bluetooth speaker and a bunch of the middle aged/old ladies and I started singing along and clapping our hands at the table. The spirit of Madge honestly made me feel much less alone. Edited August 31 by YourFavoriteWeapon 3 2 1
shyboi Posted August 31 Posted August 31 1 minute ago, YourFavoriteWeapon said: He also told me that he was in Dua Lipa's DMs but she rejected him because "she wasn't comfortable taking someone else's virginity". you just made that up 8
Popular Post RideOrDie Posted August 31 Popular Post Posted August 31 i'm in one right now... it's called atrl.net 31
Breakdown Posted August 31 Posted August 31 First of all I'm sorry you went through that and hope you're in a much better space now mentally It sounds really tough what you went through but I'm glad you're still here. Secondly, some of these stories But I believe it, because to answer your question, yes, both as a patient and employee 1
YourFavoriteWeapon Posted August 31 Author Posted August 31 5 minutes ago, shyboi said: you just made that up No I didn't, here's an excerpt from my journal from when I was there: (Please Please Please.mp3 don't drag my handwriting girls I have a condition called dyspraxia ) 1 minute ago, Breakdown said: First of all I'm sorry you went through that and hope you're in a much better space now mentally It sounds really tough what you went through but I'm glad you're still here. Secondly, some of these stories But I believe it, because to answer your question, yes, both as a patient and employee Thank you sis, I'm honestly in a much better place now and if I could tell February me that in five months I'd start to feel incredibly happy to be alive I wouldn't believe it. Do you have any crazy stories? 3
Popular Post RideOrDie Posted August 31 Popular Post Posted August 31 1 minute ago, A-V-XYZ said: Yes, 3 times. 4 minutes ago, A-V-XYZ said: No mention of AGUILERA op? It's an acclaimed Grammy winning album! On 8/26/2024 at 7:51 PM, A-V-XYZ said: Lana's just not acclaimed enough to win Grammys. Even with Taylor's help she couldn't win 1, which says everything you need to know. On 8/14/2024 at 5:35 AM, A-V-XYZ said: Xtina keeps releasing albums and winning Grammys while Britney had to retire due to flopping; Xtina won the war! Deal with it! On 8/12/2024 at 1:10 PM, A-V-XYZ said: Xtina's been winning over Britney since 1999 when she won the Best New Artist Grammy over her. Xtina's always won. 🏆 On 7/23/2024 at 3:32 PM, A-V-XYZ said: Bey and Shaki aren't legends lmao. we can tell 1 14
KFC Posted August 31 Posted August 31 Yes, I spent a night there after an episode of alcohol induced psychosis. The doctors came in the morning and decided I was lucid enough to go home so I didn't really interact with anyone while I was there
YourFavoriteWeapon Posted August 31 Author Posted August 31 (edited) 4 minutes ago, RideOrDie said: we can tell I would've loved to be in the psych ward with a Fighter omg, I remember when I and all the Gen-Zers (there were five of us, one of them was some Lauryn Hill/Mitski stan who kept dragging Nicki ) I started singing Beautiful and no one knew what I was singing. I was like "It's Christina Aguileria" and only 2/4 knew who she was. Edited August 31 by YourFavoriteWeapon
YourFavoriteWeapon Posted August 31 Author Posted August 31 2 minutes ago, KFC said: Yes, I spent a night there after an episode of alcohol induced psychosis. The doctors came in the morning and decided I was lucid enough to go home so I didn't really interact with anyone while I was there Three people in my family went through the same thing.
RideOrDie Posted August 31 Posted August 31 Just now, YourFavoriteWeapon said: I would've loved to be in the psych ward with a Fighter omg, I remember when I and all the Gen-Zers (there were four of us, one of them was some Lauryn Hill/Mitski stan who kept dragging Nicki ) I started singing Beautiful and no one knew what I was singing. I was like "It's Christina Aguileria" and only 2/4 knew who she was. that's 2 more than i expected 2
YourFavoriteWeapon Posted August 31 Author Posted August 31 Just now, RideOrDie said: that's 2 more than i expected Oh btw one of the girls there was a huge Lana stan, you would've loved her. She didn't talk to anyone for the first few days bc her mania and OOD (oppositional defiant disorder) was out of control, but after they sedated the good sis with some booty juice she asked me if I was gay and I was like "Yes who do you stan" and I was like "I really like Lana" and she was like "I love Brooklyn Baby!" and I was like "YASSSS girl". I wonder where she is now, probably back in there bc she told me she went 11 times in 2023. Bless her. 1
KatyPrismSpirit Posted August 31 Posted August 31 17 minutes ago, RideOrDie said: i'm in one right now... it's called atrl.net not me coming in here to say this but i second this. 1 1
YourFavoriteWeapon Posted August 31 Author Posted August 31 (edited) (removed reply to member's post per their request) Edited September 1 by YourFavoriteWeapon 1
Gorjesspazze9 Posted August 31 Posted August 31 Well i was Inpatient at a Mental health and addiction facility. They wouldn't let me leave, due to my suicide attempts. Ugh, worse time of my life 2
YourFavoriteWeapon Posted August 31 Author Posted August 31 Just now, Gorjesspazze9 said: Well i was Inpatient at a Mental health and addiction facility. They wouldn't let me leave, due to my suicide attempts. Ugh, worse time of my life I hope everything in your life has improved It was a scary time for me too but I'm so happy you're still with us. 1
Into The Void Posted August 31 Posted August 31 (edited) I turned myself into a local hospital psychiatric center and checked out the next day back in 2014 Edited August 31 by Into The Void 1
Gorjesspazze9 Posted August 31 Posted August 31 6 minutes ago, YourFavoriteWeapon said: I hope everything in your life has improved It was a scary time for me too but I'm so happy you're still with us. Thanks! Well life still sucks, but I have a few friends that check up on me when I get super depressed 1
YourFavoriteWeapon Posted August 31 Author Posted August 31 Just now, Gorjesspazze9 said: Thanks! Well life still sucks, but I have a few friends that check up on me when I get super depressed I know I'm just a stranger but if you ever feel like you're at a low point and need someone to vent to, my DMs are always open. I'm doing a lot better now but I know what severe depression is like and I don't want you to feel alone at all 1
YourFavoriteWeapon Posted August 31 Author Posted August 31 (edited) (removed reply to member's post per their request) Edited September 1 by YourFavoriteWeapon 1
EnigmaticAndroid Posted August 31 Posted August 31 54 minutes ago, YourFavoriteWeapon said: I accidentally read what he was writing in his notebook and peeped that he wrote "There's a short gay kid here and he seems friendly", clearly referring to me. 2
YourFavoriteWeapon Posted August 31 Author Posted August 31 Just now, EnigmaticAndroid said: I forgot to mention when I introduced myself to him and he asked if I was gay I answered yes and he was like "I'm Catholic so I don't support that but God loves you" and then the next night he was talking to the guard about how he wants to kiss a boy 4
EnigmaticAndroid Posted August 31 Posted August 31 Not a true ward, but I spent 3 months in rehab earlier this year (detox, res, and php). It was a time At the first place I was at, there was a schizophrenic guy my age who started a fire in one of our neighbor's backyards the first day I was there. There was a female masseuse that would come once a week and she thought I was her gay bestie. I'd spill at the tea with her. 1
YourFavoriteWeapon Posted August 31 Author Posted August 31 3 minutes ago, EnigmaticAndroid said: Not a true ward, but I spent 3 months in rehab earlier this year (detox, res, and php). It was a time At the first place I was at, there was a schizophrenic guy my age who started a fire in one of our neighbor's backyards the first day I was there. There was a female masseuse that would come once a week and she thought I was her gay bestie. I'd spill at the tea with her. Why is this kinda cute omg
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