discussion What's the worst thing you've ever done to kill sadness?

[Raphy23]

Took my moms pain meds :( so glad I don’t do that anymore 

[grAntVRIL]

opening my legs for the guys

[Tovitov]

Binge eat. 

 

[MusicLoverDude]

Tbh, the worst thing I can think of is venting about my depression on my instagram stories. I've learned that people just view your story, go on with their day, and just don't offer any comfort. I could have 100 people view something that I typed when I'm upset and have less than 10 of those people reach out. Thankfully I haven't done anything like that since 2022. 2022 was a pretty bad year just socially and overall as my Dad passed away and I was going through a lot at work and my Dog also died. Thankfully I have friends I can confide in about stuff instead of blasting social media with everything and it's ultimately been healthier.

[popmusicisdead]

cocaine

 

[differentkindahigh]

Being terminally online.

 

However this has only made me more miserable 

Edited February 11 by differentkindahigh

[Lionceau géorgien]

1 hour ago, Haschwalth said:

whers ur pfp from

I'd plucked it out of some nameless brocanterie along with many other pictures of a shared subtext to use for my research project on "History of Male Intimacy  and its Depictions through the Ages"—all of them touching, some––mildly suggestive, others   like this one, requiring a bit of trimmage in order to fit within the established framework of the project.

Spoiler

Naur, it's true.

 

 

 

[playboi]

self harming and starving myself 

[Onyxmage]

Sabotage a relationship. It was a fun night though.  

Edited February 11 by Onyxmage

[gatito]

5 hours ago, Strawberry Bubble said:

listening to lana

and i kinda enjoyed it  never been so low ever since 

[Alldeezy]

jokely talk about my fave on discord just to be bullied about it a year later

oh and blocking someone that trolled me during my WORST time ever and now shes making my life hell because I did 

[duybeeGAshantiGA]

2 hours ago, MusicLoverDude said:

Tbh, the worst thing I can think of is venting about my depression on my instagram stories. I've learned that people just view your story, go on with their day, and just don't offer any comfort. I could have 100 people view something that I typed when I'm upset and have less than 10 of those people reach out. Thankfully I haven't done anything like that since 2022. 2022 was a pretty bad year just socially and overall as my Dad passed away and I was going through a lot at work and my Dog also died. Thankfully I have friends I can confide in about stuff instead of blasting social media with everything and it's ultimately been healthier.

I van relate to this so much. I still do that til this day. I dont even reply to the people who have seen my stories and wanted to reach out, because deeply I know that they wont be able to help me, the only who can help me is myself. But I cant stop posting negative stories, now I've reached the point that people see my stories but they do not even reply / send a text anymore because they know I wouldnt even respond. Some are tired of my antics and they just want to stay away from negativity.

[BGKC]

There was a time I took 6 cannabis gummies all at once, drank vodka and signed onto ATRL 

[uusagii]

Hard drugs 

[differentkindahigh]

3 hours ago, differentkindahigh said:

Being terminally online

I meant terminally online with good only happening 15% of the time I'm online. Working to change that now.

Edited February 11 by differentkindahigh

[thatsmydemi]

download grindr 

[KatyPrismSpirit]

use atrl 

[Dolce Vita]

listening to phoebe bridgers and i never listen to her unless im going through IT 

[Asscatchem]

dating guys below my league

 

[alp]

you wouldnt like to know

[Harsh2256]

I ate an edible and the spiral was horrifying.

[LazzyGrant]

7 hours ago, єѕℓαм said:

Idk abt worst but last year i went through a deep depression and i booked a one way flight to Greece and stayed there for two months without telling anyone and i’m not joking i had s*x with almost every guy there lol

Wait I remember you from Fan Club lmao.

 

OT Drugs I can't get enough, and it fired back. 

[Strawberry Bubble]

3 hours ago, alp said:

you wouldnt like to know

tell us sis

[Kern]

stealing other ppls avis... I gotta stop doing this

[єѕℓαм]

4 hours ago, LazzyGrant said:

Wait I remember you from Fan Club lmao.

 

OT Drugs I can't get enough, and it fired back. 

Ohhh not Fan Club 🤣 that was a long time ago