Joyride Posted November 4 Posted November 4 mine was Felipe, a ginger in 1st grade. loved him till I switched schools. 1
Kummercell Posted November 4 Posted November 4 Yeah his name was Rian/Ian (can't remember for sure now). It was the first time I actually thought "I'm sexually attracted to this person". Haven't seen him in +15 years but his best friend at the time attends the same university as me, I'll ask about him someday. 1
wastedpotential Posted November 4 Posted November 4 Ddd yes, I was deeeeeeeply in love with Joey from my 7th grade history class all year
Virgos Groove Posted November 4 Posted November 4 (edited) My friend from college was the first one where I knew it was a crush. I probably had crushes on other guys before, but was in denial. Edited November 4 by Virgos Groove
glitch Posted November 4 Posted November 4 The gay experience is realising all of your close male friends growing up were actually crushes 2
Namiskine Posted November 4 Posted November 4 Yeah I still remember that guy from before I even knew I was gay but understood later why I was so obsessed with him. His name was Benjamin and we were in the same basketball team. I'll never forget that day when I was seated in the locker room removing my shoes and he randomly came to me naked putting his huge d*ck right in front of my face.
jezebelvictoria Posted November 4 Posted November 4 Yes. His name was Ben. It was in kindergarten. Probably around 1991/2.
Bad Decisions Posted November 4 Posted November 4 Joseph. I was in 6th grade and he was in 8th grade. I remember I would always purposefully run to the basketball nets where he was during recess when I was playing tag with my friends
HausOfPunk Posted November 4 Posted November 4 The first time I ever liked a boy and consciously realized it was when I had a crush on a family friend's son. This was in the early 2000s; I was probably around 8 and he was a year older than me. This was before I knew what being gay was and what implications this had. I was so naive at the time that I even went to one of my cousins afterwards and told him about it (same age as me) and he was like "oh...that's weird". So I never brought it up again. I'm trying to imagine an alternate universe where I had a parent I could talk to about this and who could tell me my feelings were valid...it would have saved me from stunted emotional development and years of mental health issues. 1
Spicy Pisces Posted November 4 Posted November 4 Diego from 1st grade (I was in 2nd). Curly blond hair. I wanted him to notice me but I was already being bullied for "acting like a girl" so all I ever did was daydream.
Aristede Posted November 4 Posted November 4 (edited) His name is Daniel. I was in 5th grade. I started to change the way I acted just to impress him. I began to curse in every sentence so I'd seem "edgy" for him. And once he dared me to walk up to a girl and say a vulgar sexual thing. I wasn't even sure what it meant but I did it to get his attention and make him laugh. I found him on Instagram and nowadays he is a Christian Trump supporter who complains about "the woke." Edited November 4 by Aristede
princedonte Posted November 4 Posted November 4 (edited) When I was in the second grade. We had a new student. His name was Cameron and I was smitten. Edited November 4 by princedonte
Johnny Jacobs Posted November 4 Posted November 4 Dani in tenth grade. He was one of the hottest guys in school and we ended up being good friends. Until the weed roasted his brain cells.
manuelalex9810 Posted November 4 Posted November 4 (edited) Yes, his name was Jorge in 4th grade in elementary school. I saw him like two years ago and he aged badly Edited November 4 by manuelalex9810
prettyinpink940 Posted November 4 Posted November 4 His nickname was Dino, I don't remember his full name. It was in 6th grade.
skwonderfactory Posted November 4 Posted November 4 No but I do remember my first ever crush that was my "gay awakening". Up until that point, I had been attracted to absolutely no one. It was freshman year and he was both straight and a senior. We had French II together and he would frequently copy off of me, then wonder why he was doing so averagely.
Lady Claire Posted November 4 Posted November 4 I was 15. His name is Ed and he was 17 but we were classmates He was quite… dumb and would skip school to smoke weed However, he was a lovely guy and i would melt everytime he talked to me. It made me smile everyday i saw him in the morning. It was actually so… pure and innocent, i just liked him a lot and he had no idea He hasn't changed much from what i know. He's like an indie rapper and looks almost the same even though he's now 31. I no longer think he's hot but i still would if he were gay or bi and wanted me lol
no_better Posted November 4 Posted November 4 Yes, but I'm not sure he was gay (probably not). Having a crash on him was a gay thing for me to do though
Charmed Life Posted November 4 Posted November 4 Yes, and he never even knew it. I used to get goosebumps when he touched me when playing sports and stuff. 1
Recommended Posts