Odette Violet Posted December 5, 2023 Posted December 5, 2023 I'm the happiest when I have lots of money
Suilen Posted December 5, 2023 Posted December 5, 2023 For now people recognizing my writing would make me happy. And finding a soulmate, I guess.
Giancor Posted December 5, 2023 Posted December 5, 2023 I think I’m not. Honestly, I don’t know how to connect with people anymore and it’s frustrating. I can’t remember the last time I made a new friend/ genuinely connection Also, my birthday was some days ago I was very disappointed about how a couple of friends(and I have about 5) behaved. Lots of confusing situations. But I guess is not a big deal Ohh and my ex wants me to work with him and his team in this big company. His boss likes my cv and HR is going to contact me. The thing is that he is dating someone, which I know personally , sadly. And he doesn’t know that fact. I feel like a messy situation is imminent if I get to work there
KOMH Posted December 5, 2023 Posted December 5, 2023 I'm content with where I am in life. The plans and goals I had for this year all ended up eventuating. It's been my best year in a decade. Every progress counts.
Alldeezy Posted December 5, 2023 Posted December 5, 2023 No I'm not happy a cute long haired bf or an new allday album would make me happy
AvadaKedavra Posted December 5, 2023 Posted December 5, 2023 (edited) My life is always a rollercoaster of happiness and sad moments tbh Serving chained to the rhythm Good years for me : 1992-2003 / 2007 (Peak) / 2008 / 2009 / 2010-1 (Peak) / 2011-2 / 2012 / 2014 (Peak) / 2016 (Peak) / 2020-1 (Peak) / 2021-2 / 2022-2(Peak) / 2023-1 Bad years for me : 2004-2006 (Darkest time ever) / 2010-2 / 2011-1 / 2013 / 2015 / 2017 / 2018 / 2019 / 2020-2 - 2021-1 (The pandemic was so scary) / 2022-1 / 2023-2 What could bring me joy right now? What's ruining my happiness? What are my problems right now? OPEN SPOILER! Spoiler My dad's boss is awful, and my dad wants to quit, but he has no plans for what comes next. He's not keen on working again; he just wants to coast with no concrete plans. He still has two years until he gets his retirement pension. I wish his boss were more considerate. Despite being wealthy, the boss exploits all his workers. It would make me happy for him to stick with his job one more year and for his boss to become a better person. The first half of 2023 was fantastic with top-notch grades and everything falling into place. However, this second semester has been marred by constant fighting between my parents, affecting my focus and resulting in dismal grades honey. Im losing everything. I also feel like I'm not gaining enough knowledge. I'm studying coding, but the classes aren't up to par and the teachers just leave you all by yourself. Sometimes, I feel like I should take matters into my own hands, as I did with the English language. Achieving good grades again and mastering the coding world would make me happy. I sense I'm an amateur compared to others, many of whom have a solid academic background in coding, unlike me who never had programming taught in high school – when i was in sixth grade my classes were about microsoft paint, Lmfao. Growing up in the early 2000s in a small town in a developing-third world country was not the best way to have a great educacion I want a Monday to Friday job without uniforms (I despise them). Pay doesn't matter much; I just want one of those jobs. Some jobs here in my country require working seven days a week, and i think thats modern human slavery. I won't compromise my physical and mental health. I'm applying for a job next year; wish me luck. I hope to land one. The world's current state, with wars and economic troubles,rising fascism and our country's disastrous populist president (colombia), makes me unhappy. I hope things improve in the coming years, and the president steps down and we have someone better cause things are gettin hard here. I'd like to have many gay friends cause is an unexplored world for me, but my family is highly homophobic. I'm afraid of meeting gay individuals, even if I can do it secretly. I'm terrified of them discovering and don't want to hurt my family. I had some hookups in the past but i want legit good gay friends. I sometimes ponder moving away from my country. My brother is moving to the South of the United States soon LEGALLY, and while I have possibilities too LEGALLY, I wonder if starting fresh in a new country as an adult is worth it.American Born citizens have their lives planned out and had the chance of doin college there, while I'd be just starting from point zero. I'm uncertain about the prospects of a good life as an immigrant in a different country – whether it's Europe, the United States,East Asia or Oceania. I been reading how the quality of life in those countries is gettin worse (middle class dissapearing) and how inmigrants are so so hated today. I also dont want to leave my family behind....But livin in the first world sometimes looks so good. Enduring the criminality here is just the most stressful thing. I have so many questions about this. This is my Question Mark problem???. Should it? Shouldnt it? It frustrates me that Shakira only releases Spanish music. While I appreciate so many of her Spanish songs like acrostico, I really love the English ones. I wish she'd release more English music. i want her singin dancehall-arabic tunes-disco-r&b.....she's wasting her potential that makes me angry. I've never been to the dentist, and I suspect issues with two or three of my teeth. I have impacted teeth. My parents never emphasized the importance of dental health, and been to an orthodontist only two times. Now, I'm scared of the pain I might face. I've been postponing it, but I hope I gather the courage to go next year. The judgement day is coming. Jesus take the wheel 9- Just like anyone else on the planet, sometimes I have my little worries and ruminations about things like Alien Disclosure, AGI, Future Unemployment with Automatization, a new virus, World Wars, and the lack of water due to global warming. I also have questions about the matrix we're in......but i watch happy movies-tv shows-anime-music and i just get lost in a better world. The other day i was watching Winx Club episodes and it made me so happy. Sometimes i just want to forget.... Even with all of this i have to be honest im happy The good outweight the bad and i still have hope about the future. I also appreciate my life luxuries compared to billions in poverty-suffering around the World and just the fact of how im able to post here and share with people from all over the planet. Thats dope. This forum is so much fun. im glad to be here Always lookin for the next Adventure or Crisis i keep driving in the endless road like everyone else.... Edited December 5, 2023 by AvadaKedavra 2 1
tjspy Posted December 5, 2023 Posted December 5, 2023 2 hours ago, AvadaKedavra said: My life is always a rollercoaster of happiness and sad moments tbh Serving chained to the rhythm Good years for me : 1992-2003 / 2007 (Peak) / 2008 / 2009 / 2010-1 (Peak) / 2011-2 / 2012 / 2014 (Peak) / 2016 (Peak) / 2020-1 (Peak) / 2021-2 / 2022-2(Peak) / 2023-1 Bad years for me : 2004-2006 (Darkest time ever) / 2010-2 / 2011-1 / 2013 / 2015 / 2017 / 2018 / 2019 / 2020-2 - 2021-1 (The pandemic was so scary) / 2022-1 / 2023-2 What could bring me joy right now? What's ruining my happiness? What are my problems right now? OPEN SPOILER! Hide contents My dad's boss is awful, and my dad wants to quit, but he has no plans for what comes next. He's not keen on working again; he just wants to coast with no concrete plans. He still has two years until he gets his retirement pension. I wish his boss were more considerate. Despite being wealthy, the boss exploits all his workers. It would make me happy for him to stick with his job one more year and for his boss to become a better person. The first half of 2023 was fantastic with top-notch grades and everything falling into place. However, this second semester has been marred by constant fighting between my parents, affecting my focus and resulting in dismal grades honey. Im losing everything. I also feel like I'm not gaining enough knowledge. I'm studying coding, but the classes aren't up to par and the teachers just leave you all by yourself. Sometimes, I feel like I should take matters into my own hands, as I did with the English language. Achieving good grades again and mastering the coding world would make me happy. I sense I'm an amateur compared to others, many of whom have a solid academic background in coding, unlike me who never had programming taught in high school – when i was in sixth grade my classes were about microsoft paint, Lmfao. Growing up in the early 2000s in a small town in a developing-third world country was not the best way to have a great educacion I want a Monday to Friday job without uniforms (I despise them). Pay doesn't matter much; I just want one of those jobs. Some jobs here in my country require working seven days a week, and i think thats modern human slavery. I won't compromise my physical and mental health. I'm applying for a job next year; wish me luck. I hope to land one. The world's current state, with wars and economic troubles,rising fascism and our country's disastrous populist president (colombia), makes me unhappy. I hope things improve in the coming years, and the president steps down and we have someone better cause things are gettin hard here. I'd like to have many gay friends cause is an unexplored world for me, but my family is highly homophobic. I'm afraid of meeting gay individuals, even if I can do it secretly. I'm terrified of them discovering and don't want to hurt my family. I had some hookups in the past but i want legit good gay friends. I sometimes ponder moving away from my country. My brother is moving to the South of the United States soon LEGALLY, and while I have possibilities too LEGALLY, I wonder if starting fresh in a new country as an adult is worth it.American Born citizens have their lives planned out and had the chance of doin college there, while I'd be just starting from point zero. I'm uncertain about the prospects of a good life as an immigrant in a different country – whether it's Europe, the United States,East Asia or Oceania. I been reading how the quality of life in those countries is gettin worse (middle class dissapearing) and how inmigrants are so so hated today. I also dont want to leave my family behind....But livin in the first world sometimes looks so good. Enduring the criminality here is just the most stressful thing. I have so many questions about this. This is my Question Mark problem???. Should it? Shouldnt it? It frustrates me that Shakira only releases Spanish music. While I appreciate so many of her Spanish songs like acrostico, I really love the English ones. I wish she'd release more English music. i want her singin dancehall-arabic tunes-disco-r&b.....she's wasting her potential that makes me angry. I've never been to the dentist, and I suspect issues with two or three of my teeth. I have impacted teeth. My parents never emphasized the importance of dental health, and been to an orthodontist only two times. Now, I'm scared of the pain I might face. I've been postponing it, but I hope I gather the courage to go next year. The judgement day is coming. Jesus take the wheel 9- Just like anyone else on the planet, sometimes I have my little worries and ruminations about things like Alien Disclosure, AGI, Future Unemployment with Automatization, a new virus, World Wars, and the lack of water due to global warming. I also have questions about the matrix we're in......but i watch happy movies-tv shows-anime-music and i just get lost in a better world. The other day i was watching Winx Club episodes and it made me so happy. Sometimes i just want to forget.... Even with all of this i have to be honest im happy The good outweight the bad and i still have hope about the future. I also appreciate my life luxuries compared to billions in poverty-suffering around the World and just the fact of how im able to post here and share with people from all over the planet. Thats dope. This forum is so much fun. im glad to be here Always lookin for the next Adventure or Crisis i keep driving in the endless road like everyone else.... Well, I just loved your text. Just wanted to say that. I think you're on a good way, whatever way that will be.
AvadaKedavra Posted December 5, 2023 Posted December 5, 2023 (edited) 1 hour ago, tjspy said: Well, I just loved your text. Just wanted to say that. I think you're on a good way, whatever way that will be. Awww Thank u hennie. Hope the future turns brighter for you and everyone here x 10000000000lux even if the road is rocky and treacherous Whatever will be will be I learned to take The good, the bad and breathe Time for domination this 2024 Edited December 5, 2023 by AvadaKedavra 1
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