discussion Who was your celeb gay awakening?

[Homebrand]

Theo James in Divergent. Unreal 

[Zayka]

Young Leonardo DiCaprio. My first ever celebrity crush. I had his posters all over my room, also I was still in a closet. Imagine me trying to hide the fact that I was gay while I had dozens of posters of my 2 idols in my room - Madonna and Leo. People def had no idea Im gay.

 

[Auraeolux]

Hmm my mom used to be really into soap operas so I think it was Eric Martsolf. I'd savor the moments he'd pop up on the screen.

 

 

 

 

 

[AvadaKedavra]

It took me a long long time to accept i was bisexual LMFAO. My awakening was a longtime process of shame,self hate and crushes
Im 30 and and i just accepted it 4 years ago. Havin an ultra homophobic family is very hard.
I still fill so much guilt sometimes but MEN are    


When i was a teen-kiddo i remember havin a big big crush on Nelly,Diddy,Tupac and all those American urban rappers from the 90s-2000s.
I wanted them to give me love and lock me up in their fast supercars or high school changin rooms 
i was also attracted  to reggaeton stars from here in latinoamerica like daddy yankee

I have to confess. Sometimes i fantasize-daydream with moving to the American South and befriending gays from the black community and havin a cute husband with 2 kids but i dont know how the dynamics between latinos and black people are in the states 

Here in my latino country everyone looks like me....very diverse but also a highly homogenous place
So i dont know what it feels like to interact with black-asian-white-middle eastern people in real life
Is such an unexplored world to me. 





when i was a teen Also had a big crush on some kpop stars like Taeyang
Sometimes i also fantasize about havin an east asian-southeast asian boyfriend but i dont know if theyre here for a latino.
I want an asian boytoy and live in California with him  



my first gay awakening was also with some white guys like:
dominic sherwood-tom hardy-logan lerman-henry cavill-keir dullea-elvis presley-jai courtney-aaron taylor johnson-justin timberlake........
Yes im attracted to what people call today on tiktok
Generic white beauty-pretty white man   The jock u see in teen movies.
im just a hole sir....


 



 

Edited September 20, 2023 by AvadaKedavra

[ithinkheknowsoutsold]

On 9/19/2023 at 11:13 PM, Hurem said:

David Boreanaz

 

 

Watching Buffy for the first time now and I'm obsessed with Angel...

 

Spoiler

and Xander 

 

[Dessy]

Chris Evans and Zac Efron at around the same time

 

 

[Curaga]

On 9/19/2023 at 5:12 PM, ScorpiosGroove said:

not it was an actual movie  something with Bus in the title 

Shortbus?

[DougAF]

The way I was like 8 fantasizing about Freddie Prinze Jr 

 

[Curaga]

I crushed out loud so hard on Raviv “Ricky” Ullman in Pitch Perfect that my older brother told me I was being weird about it and I didn’t really understand why. 

 

 

 

Then, however many years later, I learned what being gay even was watching Marco on Degrassi when I was 13. 

 

[yonsé]

On 9/19/2023 at 12:08 PM, TheCheshireCat said:

*****! Ashton was the goofy it boy for a while, you dont get the lead in multiple romcoms for nothing. 

 

(Contemporary Ashton not so much…)

I get it girl, he was fine back in the day.

so cute on Punk’d. Not so much now lol

[yonsé]

49 minutes ago, Curaga said:

I crushed out loud so hard on Raviv “Ricky” Ullman in Pitch Perfect that my older brother told me I was being weird about it and I didn’t really understand why. 

 

 

Oh wait…this might be my answer. I was down bad for Ricky….

 

Spoiler

the day his nudes leaked…..the heavens opened

 

[SchmoodRing]

On 9/22/2023 at 11:28 PM, yonsé said:

Oh wait…this might be my answer. I was down bad for Ricky….

 

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the day his nudes leaked…..the heavens opened

 

His nudes leaked omfg was he serving 😳 💀 

[SchmoodRing]

On 9/20/2023 at 1:26 AM, Johnny Jacobs said:

I agrih but he has a tiny wheeny

You know that how?

 

On 9/20/2023 at 1:38 AM, NickAurora said:

Omg, yes! Same here. I Googled him back in the day, and it was those leaked pictures. My God, I still couldn't believe to this day that those images exist. 

Wait he has nudes leaked too?

 

[uusagii]

Joey Fatone