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[nostalgic]

9 hours ago, Alldeezy said:

I hate this site sometimes 

 

Everyone can have a laugh and have there friends yet they will laugh and react differently to me no matter what I do.

 

I'm sorry but acting like a bunch of sheep is boring 

 

I'm sick of feeling like a fuckin outcast everywhere and every site I'm on even in real life I legit can't handle it anymore it's like I don't belong anywhere 

 

 

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Time to pretend and act like a horny male to fit in

 

You're not the only one that feels like this from time to time, I can promise you that. There's days where I just don't know, I feel lost in the crowd on here. I fear saying something that will push people I've befriended away or make them see me in a different light, it's exhausting having to police yourself in such a way as to keep everyone happy. I just want to let it all go and not care but it's hard not to when it's become such an ingrained part of the culture on here  it's the dilemma of wanting to be liked, to be respected and yet wanting to be completely authentic. I'm still not sure if we always can be all three at once.

 

Spoiler

So even being a horny male doesn't come without its difficulties on here 

 

Edited Thursday at 08:57 PM by nostalgic

[sugarysunflower]

On 12/11/2024 at 3:40 PM, Young In Love said:

so a few weeks ago a friend invited me a to a party/get together

today she wanted me to confirm if i'm going but the way she phrased it made me feel girl, so confusing

she asked if i still wanted to come, there will be 6 or 7 of us or if you just want to meet the next day just the two of us

a few weeks ago i was kinda excited to go, to see her circle of friends but now i feel like i'm not really wanted there hence her proposition of option b? am i overthinking or we should work it out on the remix... but srls would y'all go or what

bonus info all of the people know each other except me so maybe it was thoughtful of hers to exclude me idk 

Can't hurt by being forward and asking head on why "still" wanted to come. 
 

my guess is that they have two sets of plans, if you were or weren't to come, if they already know each other prior and are trying to accommodate you and/or they do 'stuff' that only their circle knows about and they have to be wary of an outsider for the first time 

[Mr. Loco]

So when is ATRL Best of 2024 happening?

[Alldeezy]

17 minutes ago, Mr. Loco said:

So when is ATRL Best of 2024 happening?

I got a feeling they forgot about it tbh

[Suilen]

I guess Invision is ghosting the staff.

[flower moon]

[flower moon]

u look so good when ur naked
x-ray vision, I just wanna see you naked, yeah
throwing all your clothes on the pavement

ooh ah ooh

[Alldeezy]

 

just pre ordered hop and going to pre order a hyunjin version too 

[AvadaKedavra]

This is my 3th xmas where i got sick and with something similar to covid.
This is the last xmas im goin out without a facemask
Definitely big groups of people in xmas are super spreaders.
Now i have that awful odor in my nose of covid. I can taste good but everything i smells feels like decaying stuff
**** viruses and bacteria lmfao. Please heal nose. I wanna taste all the xmas food 100%

 
Donde  estas corazon. Ven regresa por mi amor.  Ay y ay ay . Ayer te busque........lalala
 

 

Edited yesterday at 04:33 PM by AvadaKedavra

[Kern]

 

I was lowkey banned

[Kern]

15 hours ago, Mr. Loco said:

So when is ATRL Best of 2024 happening?

it's about damn time!

[Hollywood.]

Jay Park releasing a Christmas single on my birthday next week. Christmas stays overshadowing my birthday I fear. 

But I'll accept the gift regardless. 

[flower moon]

1 hour ago, Kern said:

 

I was lowkey banned

for what?

[Kern]

3 minutes ago, flower moon said:

for what?

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For being mean to the fanbase of woman's world chanteuse 

 

[flower moon]

6 minutes ago, Kern said:

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For being mean to the fanbase of woman's world chanteuse 

 

oh ban undeserved smh

[Kern]

I'm selling my steam deck and originally I wanted to get a gaming laptop but since they are so unreliable and tend to overheat I was thinking about PS5 instead but eventually I reached  a conclusion that I don't want to spend any more money on games anymore 

[Kern]

iPad would be cool though 

[Alldeezy]

Best of has been going since 2007 if they skip it it will be the first time

 

I manage to post on atrl sometimes they should just open best of for us tbh like it's only thing I was looking forward to and it could be my last.

 

I mean I guess since they are taking forever I can work on a Kpop section for my best of.  But at the same time I'm too scared too because I could be wasting my time 

[AvadaKedavra]

I dont intend to be rude with this but as someone from the third world sometimes i feel like people in developed countries really live in total different realities than people like me.  Their daily activities. situations. goals and dreams. Oh girl if u knew lmfao

and me. I live a total different reality than billions in poverty in huts,sleeping in slums and stuff with total different languages to english-spanish. crazy to think about

Edited 18 hours ago by AvadaKedavra

[Mr. Loco]

On 12/12/2024 at 9:25 PM, Alldeezy said:

I got a feeling they forgot about it tbh

ATRL ain't ATRL without the Best of section, we need it now 

[KFC]

I LOVE Miami! In the UK I'm just a fat, depressed lonely alcoholic whereas in Miami all of those things are true but at least the sun is shining 

[Sunderland 4ever]

No Best of 2024 yet?

[KFC]

Getting into an elevator with American people as an introverted Brit is hell on earth. Such an anxiety inducing experience  why do you guys insist on talking so much

[Escape]

 

 

[Escape]