Diarrhoea Posted May 10, 2020 Posted May 10, 2020 hi all. lgbtqq2iaaa+ here. um. im currently traveling abroad, and just woke up, but i wanted to sit down and make a video addressing everything that’s going on right now. um. because i owe everybody an explanation. um. but most importantly i owe to important people an apology. to remmy. um. im sorry. for everything that is going on, everything i have put you through over the past few weeks. i met remmy almost 3 years ago now. when i was first coming into the industry and when i had no friends and nobody to talk to, or look up to and remmy very quickly took on a parental role with me, because she knew my parents were across the country. over the past few years of knowing her family, her and her husband have given me so much love and advice, and opportunities, and a place to stay, and a shoulder to cry on at 3 in the morning, and support when nobody else would or wanted to. and im so disappointed in myself that i ruined our relationship. that did mean so much to me, even if i didn’t do the best job at showing it all the time. and throughout all of this, what sucks the most is knowing that there’s nothing i can say or do to ever earn that friendship or trust back. but i don’t blame them for it. um. most of my career over the past few years has been about me making mistakes and trying to learn and grow from them. and i haven’t always done the best job at. i can admit that. um. but i have always tried. because i know there is a lot of people watching me. and that. um. a lot of people look up to me as their role model. and i hate knowing that i disappointed not only them, but most importantly, two people that have been role models to me-doing this. um. i wish that i could say that this is the last time i will make a mistake, but it wont be. i know that i will disappoint people more and more as i continue to learn and grow every single day. i have a long way to go-a very long way to go. but that’s okay. im gonna keep trying my best and keep learning and growing. um. and be the best version of me truly that i possibly can be. and im sorry for that. in regards to the coachella situation with the brand deal and the security guard i've already told my truth about this twice um. and instead of talking about it for the third time and explaining into detail and pulling out receipts, it doesn't matter. i understand no matter what i say or do, there will always be a few that don't believe me and im lying. and that's okay. at this point the truth.. clearly does not matter. it's the feelings that do. and no matter what happened, um i hurt two very very important people. um. and they've been really really loyal to me and i betrayed them. and that sucks. and i wish more than anything that i could take it back. in regards to the boy situation, um. boys have been a topic that i've talked a lot on my social media journey. and it's a topic that i wish i hadn't. um. i've been involved in a lot of unique and strange situations that i've left people confused or upset. and i have learned the hard way about um ways that i can interact with boys i'm interested in and also one that i should and shouldn't be talking to. um. this is the conversation that i know a lot of people are uncomfortable with, and um it's something that i should have been far more careful with bringing into the public eye especially with a lot of situation that just happened um i've had to learn it the hard way. but coincidentally enough, remmy really was one of the people to sit me down and tell me how it looked from the outside. um and let me know, "hey, talking to these boys might get you in trouble one day". and she's right. breathes in regards to my own mother, mom, i know you want to defend me and fight for me and go off on comments. i ask that you don't. this is my problem that i got myself into and this is my job to deal with this. no matter what anybody is saying, or commenting or talking about, mom i need you to know cries in laura lee that you are the most important person in my life breathes and that you are an amazing mother breathes and i don't know what i would do without you breathes and i'm so grateful for everything that you've done for me and the lessons that you have taught me and what was it again and everything that you continue to do for me and my brother come tf out tear and i need you to know that. engage you to know that. and the same thing goes for remmy, as well- who is an amazing person, and truly does want the best for everbody around her. and i'm so disappointed in myself that i hurt her. breathes um. a lot of times when i had to address things in the past, i've acted out of impulse, and i've got off and try to pull receipts, or facts, or screenshots and try to play the victim breathes and i'm not doing that today. i'm not. um. that is all i have to say. sorry.
Remmy Posted May 10, 2020 Posted May 10, 2020 3 turns left in this mario party game. did luigi (me) come out on top? does shelven have the magic touch? find out sdoon 2 minutes ago, Live To Tell said: clickbait gotta keep my youtube career afloat somehow
Live To Tell Posted May 10, 2020 Posted May 10, 2020 8 minutes ago, Henry said: Get into talent It's cute, the choreo on the other hand
Henry Posted May 10, 2020 Posted May 10, 2020 Just now, Live To Tell said: It's cute, the choreo on the other hand Yes far from their best song but
Diarrhoea Posted May 10, 2020 Posted May 10, 2020 1 minute ago, Henry said: This is actually a memory technique. You don't know anything. How about respect for this man? Do you have any idea what his story is? No but of course you're quick to judge and jump to conclusions. What if he were recently unemployed? You're a terrible person.
shelven Posted May 10, 2020 Posted May 10, 2020 Just now, LGBTQQ2IAAA+ said: This is actually a memory technique. You don't know anything. How about respect for this man? Do you have any idea what his story is? No but of course you're quick to judge and jump to conclusions. What if he were recently unemployed? You're a terrible person. Oh wow DRAG him! #DQHenry
Henry Posted May 10, 2020 Posted May 10, 2020 Just now, LGBTQQ2IAAA+ said: This is actually a memory technique. You don't know anything. How about respect for this man? Do you have any idea what his story is? No but of course you're quick to judge and jump to conclusions. What if he were recently unemployed? You're a terrible person. Okay snowflake LOL
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