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Just when I thought I got everything right, my insomnia returned again :shakeno: Life is such a bitch

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1 minute ago, Needy said:

Just when I thought I got everything right, my insomnia returned again :shakeno: Life is such a bitch

Sometimes melatonin can help, you can get it over the counter at like any cvs/Walgreens type store. 

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3 hours ago, Ghiles said:

Having a mental breakdown rn

 

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this is me every 5 minutes over the minus thing. 

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yall i hate therapy so much omfg all these years of spending money and telling strangers my business and still zero progress :cm:

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Does anyone here get these little bursts of hope, only to have reality remind you why you lost it in the first place? idk how to explain it. I'm losing confidence day by day. I just straight up despise myself, and I become overwhelmed so easily that life feels impossible. I just want to disappear and lock myself up in a room, alone, and never come out.

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I'been depressed for the last 3 weeks but i found out something.:emofish: :heart2:

I have to force myself to be happy and work hard.. Is the only way to get out of my hole.

Even if im struggling with the worst *** i have to keep believing in my future and the light inside of me.

My mom is sick but i will fight to keep her healthy. Gettin depressed about it will not resolve anything.

If i keep depressed everyday nothing will change. Cry when things are bad and suffer but keep working.

Keep fighting for that thing. That little beautiful thing about life.

If was a born to be a loser at least i will die fighting for something better!

 

and

 

This world can be a really dark place full of*** but sometimes is better to ignore it. Just be aware of the necessary things.

Sometimes is better just to turn off the tv and live ur own reality not the reality of this world.

Deaths-Accidents-Bad Politicians-Criminality News. This can be poison to your soul

Your life doesnt have to revolve around all these things. Stay woke but dedicate your time to happier things.

Is instagram making u depressed? Readin  the new york times every morning? Texting to that "friend"? Delete it from your life

Delete everything bringin u sadness and replace it with something joyful to you :heart2:

 

Random realization. Dynamo

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On 3/10/2019 at 1:07 PM, D.Va said:

So I also have bpd and I was wondering what's worse : bpd or being bipolar ? 

Like they are practically the same thing except for frequency and intensity right ?

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On 3/15/2019 at 11:38 PM, Nexto said:

Does anyone here get these little bursts of hope, only to have reality remind you why you lost it in the first place? idk how to explain it. I'm losing confidence day by day. I just straight up despise myself, and I become overwhelmed so easily that life feels impossible. I just want to disappear and lock myself up in a room, alone, and never come out.

Exactly this. It’s like I’ll have a good day and forget about stuff and then it all just collapses :rip: I’m basically doing this, I barely leave my room anymore, but my house is a toxic environment too so :toofunny3:

 

I guess we just have to take the good days while we can :weeps:

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I don't always post in here because depression and anxiety are really hard for me to talk about. No need to respond or even read, just venting. But I could really use some advice:

 

Cheerleading has really been a way to deal with my honestly crippling social anxiety and depression. Unfortunately I just got kicked off my competitive cheer team yesterday because of missing 6 practices since September. I live 3 hours away from the cheer gym we practice at and also give another athlete from my area a ride there.

 

My coaches decided to remove me from the routine because i missed the previous practice due to car issues. Unfortunately i was late to practice yesterday becauase nobody told me the practice location was moved for the day, so once i figured this out after driving out of my way, I went into practice late and have my whole team go silent and looking at me like they saw a ghost. Afterwards my coach took me to his office to explain that he had to tell the team i was kicked off before me because i was late to practice.

 

Most embarrassing situation ive ever been in. I feel so disrespected and just down. I truly feel they dont care about me after all that. They let the other athlete i drive stay on the team but he missed the entire summer practice schedule laat year and ive been with this program for 4 years...

 

I feel used, but also feel guilty and like its all fault. Either way my anxiety and depression arent enjoying this situation...or maybe they are.

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The loneliness is becoming OVERWHELMING. All I want to do is go for drinks or lunch with a friend but they're all busy living life

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On 3/16/2019 at 2:16 AM, Dynamo said:

I'been depressed for the last 3 weeks but i found out something.:emofish: :heart2:

I have to force myself to be happy and work hard.. Is the only way to get out of my hole.

Even if im struggling with the worst *** i have to keep believing in my future and the light inside of me.

My mom is sick but i will fight to keep her healthy. Gettin depressed about it will not resolve anything.

If i keep depressed everyday nothing will change. Cry when things are bad and suffer but keep working.

Keep fighting for that thing. That little beautiful thing about life.

If was a born to be a loser at least i will die fighting for something better!

 

and

 

This world can be a really dark place full of*** but sometimes is better to ignore it. Just be aware of the necessary things.

 Sometimes is better just to turn off the tv and live ur own reality not the reality of this world.

 Deaths-Accidents-Bad Politicians-Criminality News. This can be poison to your soul

 Your life doesnt have to revolve around all these things. Stay woke but dedicate your time to happier things.

Is instagram making u depressed? Readin  the new york times every morning? Texting to that "friend"? Delete it from your life

Delete everything bringin u sadness and replace it with something joyful to you :heart2:

 

Random realization. Dynamo

this was really motivational actually

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Is there anybody who feels or, better yet, knows that they're talented and gifted and have so much potential to reach the stars yet your depression, issues/struggles with anxiety and low self-esteem, low self-confidence has completely held you back and is still holding you back?

 

I'm 25 years old.

 

I have dreams and want to reach those dreams yet I'm stuck in this dark and decrepit typhoon, spinning round and around and can't seem to escape it. :sad:

 

Anybody?  

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i dyed and cut my hair today, it's cliche but i thought it would make me feel a little better (and it kinda did) but i found myself zoning out on the drive home with my mom and i almost crashed the car. :sad: sometimes i really do just wish so hard that i'd feel okay again even if it just was for a little while

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not having ambitions or dreams is the worst feeling but whats worse is disappointing people you love especially your parents.

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I'm 27 and finally having a quarter life crises...I feel so old and IDK why :!ohno:

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I feel tired. WHY

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I can't concentrate. I feel drowzy and my eyes close everytime I try to read something :chick3:

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I wanna cry spel. Someone pleas help me

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i think i might actually try to hurt myself this week, i feel really tired and want to sleep all the time and i'm extremely unmotivated and feel so sick of everything going on i wish i didn't exist at all

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When do you guys think it´s time to start therapy ? Like I wanna kill myself but is therapy really worth it?

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On 3/20/2019 at 10:24 PM, GoodGuyGoneGhetto said:

Is there anybody who feels or, better yet, knows that they're talented and gifted and have so much potential to reach the stars yet your depression, issues/struggles with anxiety and low self-esteem, low self-confidence has completely held you back and is still holding you back?

 

I'm 25 years old.

 

I have dreams and want to reach those dreams yet I'm stuck in this dark and decrepit typhoon, spinning round and around and can't seem to escape it. :sad:

 

Anybody?  

Yes. :jonny:

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On 3/22/2019 at 7:56 AM, FreeXone said:

I'm 27 and finally having a quarter life crises...I feel so old and IDK why :!ohno:

I'm 25, Babe.

 

I feel the exact same way sometimes, if not most of the time.

 

It's so hard to try and climb upwards when there's so much weight pulling you back down.

 

 

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2 hours ago, glow said:

 

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i think i might actually try to hurt myself this week, i feel really tired and want to sleep all the time and i'm extremely unmotivated and feel so sick of everything going on i wish i didn't exist at all

 

What's wrong Hon?

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I've been feeling so low the past month tbh. I suffer from SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder) during winter times yearly but i've just had it so bad this year that I haven't felt this low since I lost my dad in 2012.

 

I've just been feeling so empty recently tbh. No satisfaction with work, no motivation to do basic tasks like going to the gym etc. and to top it off, the only thing that's made me feel great - a boy that I've been speaking to for a couple of months and have gone on a few dates with has decided things between us is platonic, which I fully expected tbh given how things have been between us recently. It just sucks as I have feelings for him and invested a lot of time and energy for him, we want to remain as friends at least as it did end on good terms but I just feel so lost and empty without him atm - pathetic I know lol.

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