selena_lavigne Posted August 4 Posted August 4 And maybe like, i like writing about this. And i don't know like what's real or what's not when it comes to this. I just had never had a relationship where everything felt so in sync. I had never had a relationship that without trying to get an entire album out of me. This album wasn't planned. This album came naturally, except for Roses which i thought long and hard about writing. When i wrote What A Way To Save An Evening, all i wanted to do was write a song about a great first encounter. And that was all it was supposed to be. But, the ***** liked my music, which was crazy like i know Down Low is a really good song, but it was nice, it was nice. Then when we hung out the second time it was absolutely magical. It was the Friday before Winter Break. And i wrote the word Gush down a few days later and then i spent all of Christmas break writing it. The third time we hung out i had a great experience but he was totally playing with my emotions. I could have again written a very romantic song, which is why i connect Denim by Natalina to this moment as well. I could have written a romantic song but i decided to write about my frustrations for the first time with Four Billion Boys. Then, there are a lot of Taylor Swift songs A LOT of Taylor Swift songs i can connect to the 4th time we hung out. I have a whole bunch of unreleased songs surrounding that time period but i wrote them after we had finished working on the album. So instead i decided to just jump to Hard To Say Goodbye. Which was a song about the feeling i had right before lockdown when it came to this person. Then i wrote Sleep With You Again during the pandemic at home for a class that said to write a song inspired by like 1930-60 ? I'm not sure the years but i was very inspired by Sleeping Beauty and The Sound of Music. So i ended up writing that song and it was a lot of fun. Then we did bump into each other one day and he said hi to me and i tried to follow him on instagram. He and the blonde b*tch i'm pretty sure they got married. They deserve each other. Well anyways he got that guy to stalk my profile too. Weird right? This was the only moment i didn't write a song about because idk i feel like Julia Michaels could write a better song about this moment. Or when i think that Julia Michaels is writing it i start to envision what the song would sound like. This could be an interesting song to write. Then i had to write a song for guitar class, i had seen his profile, and i thought to check in with him through song, because he didn't talk to me. So i checked in and made it very emo through Miserable. The final song i wrote was Roses, mainly because i was waiting on a Selena album in 2023 called Roses, and it never came. So i decided to attempt at writing Roses, so this song is my first attempt at writing a goodbye song, but i want to write other songs called Roses in the future. This song took the longest to write. The last thing i worked on was the 2nd verse and outro of Miserable. When i finished writing that, i pieced together the 8 songs in order and i went to the studio.
Maxxxine Posted August 4 Posted August 4 1 hour ago, artc0cx said: He got deep in church and things were over bc of it You will get over it one day I promise. I implore you to listen to Susan Winters. She really helped me navigate my breakup and reframe my thinking. 1
Topaz Posted August 4 Posted August 4 I took time to heal myself and work on myself and didn't really date much but was still open to it. I also accepted I still like him no matter what and it's healthy and natural and it's wrong to suppress it because it didn't end badly. But I also came to terms with us not being together and us not dating anymore. I also kept staying venerable so I was still myself after the breakup tbh, dont ever lose yourself for someone. 1
Maroonx Posted August 4 Posted August 4 honestly it's normal for you not to be over it yet, especially if you rly liked/loved him... took me like 3-4 years for me to fully get over my ex... now's he's a distant memory, and I rly don't miss, nor want to get back with him. it'll get better babes x 1
shinyshimmery Posted August 4 Posted August 4 2 hours ago, artc0cx said: He is He got deep in church and things were over bc of it Bullet dodged. imo. Why would you want to be with someone who isn't true to himself? in this day and age, having a beard is unacceptable, cruel, and cowardly. 1
John Slayne Posted August 4 Posted August 4 2 hours ago, artc0cx said: He is He got deep in church and things were over bc of it girl you need to block him on everything and pretend he's dead. i am so serious rn because on some level... he is dead. like the person you were with is no longer there. if he got deep into religion and changed his life around because of it, that's a different man and even if he called off his engagement he would NOT go back to being the person he was when you were together.
dumbsparce Posted August 5 Posted August 5 How long did your rship last? Cause 2 years is a bit too much of time to not be over someone you potentially dated for a couple of months.
#Beautiful Posted August 5 Posted August 5 21 hours ago, artc0cx said: He is He got deep in church and things were over bc of it yeah no sorry the only way i could personally get over it would be to either out him and ruin his life or have him unalived. dumped over church brainwashing AND ruining a womans life? disgusting. im really sorry youre going through this
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