HonourableVomit Posted July 18 Posted July 18 11 hours ago, ahauntingnearu said: What the **** it has to be meth 1
modeblock Posted July 18 Posted July 18 29 minutes ago, selena_lavigne said: Idk i'm just writing stories on my phone and my family calls me irresponsible and an abuser and they don't want me around. Telling me i'm making them uncomfortable. That i'm saying weird things that i'm acting weird. That they don't want me around. Quite frankly they are the people that forced me to be in Hungary. I'm here as a favor. Telling me i should be homeless and that they are gonna call the police on me cuz i slept in. If me telling stories and working on my book is a problem then why don't they just lock me up in a ******* building again. Disrespecting me and making me feel horrible about myself. They really would like me dead. Telling me no one wants to talk to me and everyone is avoiding me. And this all happened 1. Because i said i didn't like the way i was touched, that it had happened multiple times and had put me in a bad mood and i expressed it. And 2 because i didn't put my alarm on for class. So they want to call me crazy and call me delusional and call me a horrible person when i'm only here for them. And i was going to move into a hotel but instead they are telling me i have to go home which is what i said i wanted for two months. I said i didn't want to come here in the first place, but i can only go home when they are angry at me for no reason. And none of this would even be a problem if i had a job. But this is just a normal day in the life with my family. One of my friends is telling me that i have to stay here that they don't support my decision to go back home. If you were in my shoes you would do the same. Girl, so confusing.
Chemist Posted July 18 Posted July 18 13 hours ago, selena_lavigne said: Only one person i've written a song about still speaks to me. I did back in the day, it was March 2023 tell the love interest in 2 of my albums, that i was building a musical universe around him, and if he had a problem with it, he could ask me to stop. And i got blocked so i took it as a sign, and now 16 months later the first album is out and the second one is almost finished being written. But i didn't need him to respond since i had already sent him Gush a month after i wrote it. And he told me it was a beautiful song and to take care. What wasn't my decision was him saying hi to me one year later on the street and then him sending me his nudes a year after that. Weird right? Sure what i didn't show him were track 2 and i'm pretty sure he didn't like the lyrics i told him i wrote for track 4 on the ride back to Berklee. But i was writing an album. Sure, if i hadn't ended the relationship the album could have been different. But the album you got was the album that you were meant to receive. So these two magical encounters that he initiated are the inspiration behind the third album in the trilogy. And i do blame everybody for this. I blame everybody for this because i was with my producer and i showed him The Stairs and it wasn't sounding good, but then i showed him Roses and he did an excellent job. So that was the day i decided we were going to make AirPods. Then, the day after i published the first part of the novella Selena announced Love On, then when Selena dropped Love On i decided it was time to check back in with him since associating him with Love On i thought was really cute. And ever since then i've been writing Roses in his DMs and it for about 5 months was a great place to be writing Roses. So, when i have some free time i will be moving on to the next phase which will be moving these characters around and building storylines where i move all of them around, where it's Aaron, and Selena. Because Selena's character likes tapping into the life and feelings of Mark. And so basically what happens is that while Selena is in her house chilling, Mark is going around ***** all these boys. Selena has magic powers and she has a fascination with Mark. So she ends up sending her childhood best friend Aaron into Mark's life so that Aaron could inspire Mark to help write her next album. So essentially what happened is that for example, when Mark broke up with Aaron Selena released Feel Me a week later. And then in April, Selena released a song about meeting somebody in August and kissing all over a hotel room because we met in August and kissed all over a hotel room. Then De Una Vez came out AND IT'S FROM AARON'S PERSPECTIVE. And that whole EP is about Aaron getting over Mark. And then Selena took a break and released her documentary and then she continued telling the story with Single Soon. So Roses is kind of about what if the entire music industry was just telling different aspects of this story on and on because the three of us are literally the coolest people of all time.
Onyxmage Posted July 18 Posted July 18 I mean its clear that this was a one sided "beef." In the lyrics themselves Lorde basically said she was surprised that there was anything wrong between the two of them.
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