Just a Gay on ATRL Posted June 22, 2023 Posted June 22, 2023 I am kind of struggling with this at the moment. I love my family, my job & my location rn. But I'm struggling finding my "tribe" at the moment - I've always kinda marched to the beat of my own drum & found success on my own, but I miss feeling like I belong to some sort of community & it definitely feels like there is kind of a void in that dept. I have found it really hard to make new friends in the LGBT community and I am really struggling with my current group of friends I've had for a couple of years tbh - they've just not really been super inclusive or thoughtful towards me in the last couple of years and I'm ******* over it. I deserve better. I'm also, for the first time ever, struggling with my decision to never have a child. I never thought I would, but sometimes when I see kids happy with their families playing outside while I'm on a walk, I have been really feeling the weight of my choice. I don't think I ever SHOULD raise a kid and I think it's the right decision for me to not want to, but not having a child makes your life path so much more unknown, which on one hand is thrilling, on the other is kind of like venturing into the unknown. 1
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