Ugh. My mom is having heart surgery in the morning for the 4th time, and here I am on ATRL at 1AM. I can't sleep, though. It's a combination of fear and anxiety. I need to take my ass to bed so I can be up early.
My life is so hard right now, I feel like I can't do what I want until I graduate from college and have a job.
My ****ing relatives that I'm living with are a bunch of close-minded, conservative, religious shitheads that limits my teenage life. They hinder me from watching any movie or media that involves raunchy things. I can't wait to do my own thing, to go and watch what I want.