No, I'm way too optimistic and happy-go-lucky to even consider it. I really do feel bad for the people who seriously consider suicide (and by seriously I mean not just for attention). It's scary to see how many ATRLers have struggled with the thought.
There's been a few time's where I've seriously considered it..
I remember last summer I was extremely depressed and not happy at all and everything just seemed so wrong. I was a hand away from a bottle of my father's prescribed pain killers and seriously considered it, I mean I was staring at these pills for a few hours.
Thankfully I realized that it wouldn't be fair to my family and friends if I did so, so from then on I just tried to see the posotive outlook on everything.
I thought about how i would do it, if i wanted to and what the affect would be, but I've never hit that stage where i really gave it too much consideration, and i don't ever want to put my family or friends through that
What you do today is important because you are exchanging a whole day of your life for it. When tomorrow comes, this day will be gone forever; and in its place will be something that you had left behind... let it be something good.
My mom's sleeping pills. There were about 20 of them left and I was about to swallow them all. I had them in my hand, but then I realized it wasn't worth it and I put them back. Until today, I haven't told anybody about this. Tbh, my life hasn't improved much, but there have been some positive things in my life since then. My dog has really gotten me through these past two hectic years and I'm grateful for her.
Originally posted by fortheloveofmusic
:deadbanana: Could Billboard at least let Alicia slide in the #10 position for Black History Month?